Jul 30, 2024
One of the hard things about being highly imaginative and having anxiety is that the lines between reality and fantasy start blurring. And when its late, you're super sleepy and have just been highly creative, you enter into this state between daydreaming and the beginnings of a lucid dream while you're awake.
What this results in, is while you're setting up for bed you start thinking of yourself as a royal caught up in a highly sophisticated honey trap ending in your assassination. And then you blink and you need to remind yourself that you are in your apartment, getting ready for bed.
Its like getting a preview of your dreams.