#dreamcaptain

[yunirgur]

[중국식당]

집에서 중국음식점을 하게 되었는데 동생과 어머니가 중국어를 유창하게 했다. 중국어를 모르는 나에게 되게 명확하게 성조가 들렸다. 그리고 사귀는 친구와 같은 침대에서 자다가 섹스하려했다. 서로 호감이 이미 있다고 생각했는데 불같이 화를 내었다. 그래서 나는 그 친구에게 화가 났다. 네가 나를 좋아하는 만큼 좋아하는 사람도 없으면서 섹스에 그렇게 부정적인 이유가 무었일까. 그렇게 경험없이 다른 좋은 사람 만나면 연애하고 결혼할 수 있을까? 이런 생각을 했다. 봄날을 간다처럼 조금 더 친해지면 해요는 어떤 느낌인지 알겠지만 아예 하려하지 않는 것은 문제가 있어보인다.

[ecstasybread]

dreamcaptain said: i think a nude/brownish lip would go with that look tho instead of a colored one

goomscarf said: Yesss do metallic eyeshadow with kohl eyeliner

dreamcaptain answered: hantasticbeauty.blogspo… that helped me get a little better (still not great lol)

omg thank u so much! and jackie i was thinking of brining a nude and maybe a gold one?? i fi wanna do a slight obnoxious... #look. i have 2 hours for the final so lol i guess i’ll figure it out. that link is so helpful!!!

now i gotta figure out how to do eyeliner. i actually found a gel liner in one of my ipsy bags. but kohl liner seems easier? but also less neat? idk man!!! guess i’ll WING IT quite literally ba dum tssshhshgfy87

[ecstasybread]

dreamcaptain replied to your post:i’m texting my mom like she does when i’m at a...

my mom does the same thing!! it drives me crazy

i'm honestly ok with it it means She Cares but i hate that she stays up to see me come home

but i like this new development of me staying home on a saturday night, OH HOW THE TURN TABLES

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dreamcaptain replied to your post:I only just noticed that “dustwave” is an actual...

i got dust goth and thought of u

DAMN that's still pretty close >>

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[ecstasybread]

happy birthday becky!! i hope it is purrfect.

10 Q JACKIE

[ecstasybread]

dreamcaptain replied to your photo:It’s not easy being green

is this the shade trickery? i want that one so bad!

YES i also bought betrayal, cold hearted, and risque and nyx sent me a free lip pencil (nectar)

it's such a weird color but so good