Feb 23, 2012
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Stubborn, hmm?You're one to talk.
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Stubborn, hmm?You're one to talk.
dreamingofthedesert replied to your post: dreamingofthedesert replied to your post ((I love...
((Ooh bby ill fly around in ur tardis ANY day ;;;;) ))
((a night with me will take you to gallifrey and back honeykins~~~))
ponyttone replied to your post
getting whipped cream all over his chest, writing “I am best” with it?
((yes yup except it's more like "I am bdfsg~~"
next hour spent trying to lick it off himself before giving up and continuing the running around the house proclaiming to be the MASTER COMMANDER))
dreamingofthedesert replied to your post
((DLFKSJR0T8GISF;DLFJS;LDK SCREECHES))
((getting a dart board
putting neil's face on the bullseye
getting a bullseye
pon pon pon-ing in celebration))
Jake or Neil.
This is something that is very very difficult to answer.No matter how much I love Neil, even now, nothing will change that he is never coming back. Nothing will change that I wasn't able to save him and nothing will change that every year I will walk to that grave and see the reminder that someone I cared very deeply for--whether those feelings were returned or not--is forever lost to me. My love for him will never fade, but it's also something that I can never pursue and thus--cannot truly claim. I can't pick Neil knowing this. And Jake? He was a sweet and caring man. He was so charming and handsome and he was very, very considerate of others. A real gentleman. But--he became very hateful and he needed a subject to project that hate onto. After suffering the pain of becoming that subject for some time, suffering the heated yelling fits but never speaking back and the anxiety and the alcoholism--suffering all that and not being able to help him in any way. Being completely useless to someone I consider so dear to me? It broke my heart. I will gladly be his subject of blame and disrespect if it means he will be happy later on. But because he hates me, I can never pick him either.So, the answer you're looking for--anon--would be Neither.
dreamingofthedesert replied to your post
((YES I’LL BE…FINE….*BREATHES HEAVILY*))
((Oh, good. Once you've calmed down, I offer to you an invitation to come into my back room and, ah, take a look at my organ.
Perhaps, even play a tune? I'm sure it would adore the attention.))