I just got stuck in a small paralysis. I would open my eyes, see how my cats were on my arms as a laid sideways, and everything that happened after was in my head, all but a dream.
In the one that I think was of the first one, I remember a woman being next to me. We started having sex as is it was routine, but I could not really feel her. All I felt was the bed. I knew that was weird, but there were, actually, moments were I could feel someone, so I would just go on with that.
A bit after, I opened my eyes, saw my kittens, and went back to having sex with this girl. This time, I could feel my cats licking and biting my arm, and my face. This time the sex was kinda wild, but, including the last one, we never did any position where our faces stopped facing each other.
I open my eyes. Same thing, yet this time I hear knocks on the door. They were faint. I don't remember closing my this time. -Wait, the knocks were always there-
Ok, this time, I get up to see who's at the door, and I see MY MOM(who is many, many miles away, and had just called me before I had this paralysis and woke me up from a cool dream) going through the door. She was wearing an elegant blue dress with little flower designs, kinda tight to her body in an Asian, the stuff she likes to wear. I have not seen her in a few months, and she is going through some rough stuff, so I immediately hug her and she some tears. To me, it was as if everything had turned out perfectly. She told me her day had been long, that she was going to sit down for a while. This time, I never realized it was a dream.
Suddenly, my eyes open. The cats were in a different position. I close my eyes. I'm thinking of how sick and tired I am of that "this" shit, and start moving right my arm. After I got my arm down(which I had stretched in the air) I get teleported to a place where I was sitting next to my dad. He told me some heart warming words, and even thou I hold the resent I do, it felt really nice.
I open my eyes, the cats. I really want to break the loop this time, yet now, I think of the possibility of having nice dreams like I had. I search around the room to see if I see something funny, and I see a dark figure, kinda like a shadow, on the far right of my eye. I know this shadow, and it sort of pissed me off a bit. I struggled with the entity and myself to get out, and I did, but that only served to finding myself back in the same spot after opening my eyes again.
I just stared at the cats this time, they were sort of playing with each other, well, just licking each other. Little after that, a noise from somewhere followed by a voice really made me shake my body into another position, and got my up for good, and the kittens as well. I could have kept sleeping, but I probably would not be writing this if I did. My kittens still lay on my left arm, and I had a monster erection(like not the normal morning kind).