Drew Franklin who hides the fact that he has a girlfriend from his team. It's not that he doesn't want them to know about her, he just keeps things very separate. It works out great until she surprises him when he gets home from a deployment at base and she's standing there talking with everyone's family. Her and Emma Hayes are already friends on instagram and she's listening to Mikey talk about his hockey and school. He knows he cant keep her hidden any longer.
Working on the Big Fic again and I keep thinking about everything that happens in the future for it and I had a light bulb moment the other day when I realised that because of other events I can totally give Drew to Bravo a year early here and then my mind immediately began spinning with ideas about yet another spin off for him.
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Word count: 2,075 words
Just a shower and a nap
Summary: Longer deployments can sometimes get hard, especially for you and Drew.
Drew and I were on the Bravo team for five years now.
In the meantime relationships between soldiers were allowed, if it didn't disturb the duty. Drew and I were always professional and focused on the mission, which came first.
But sometimes in longer deployments it wasn't easy at all. When we got a little bit of time to rest at our safehouse, we couldn't let our hands off each other.
This time we were on a mission in Mali and our expected deployment time was four months.
And in Mali we got enough time to rest in between times, our team and the Charlie team took turns in observation and protection. Every turn took three days, because we had to observe through day and night. Our order was to protect other units that were deployed in this high risk area.
As we came back from our observation area to our safehouse, Lisa and Ray were already waiting for us with cold beers.
"Hey guys, welcome back!", she greeted us.
"Hey, thank you, Lisa! Good to get off the comms and screens, huh?", I greeted her back.
"You're so right, I'm glad that I've got Ray for support. Our eyes almost became squared.", she chuckled.
"Oh yes, and it's good that Charlie team has an own safehouse now. So everyone can get a proper rest and if shit hits the fan, we've got two points of attack.", Ray added.
"Yeah, our positions are perfect, but those little shitheads of terrorists seem to smell us from hundred miles away. We're here for two months and nothing happened. Don't get me wrong, it's good for the other units not to be attacked. But for us it's just observing, we can't take the bad guys out of the game.", Jason said.
Omar looked at Jason.
"But when they attack our comrades, we're here. Then the little terrorists are screwed."
Drew nipped on his beer.
"Omar's right. Aside from that, patience is a virtue."
Sonny, Trent, Brock and I nodded and drank our beers.
When my beer was empty, I decided to get a shower and take a nap.
"See you later guys!", I waved.
I went to Drew's and my room and cleaned my weapons. Then I took my sweaty clothes off, went to the bathroom and turned the shower on.
Despite the African heat, a warm shower was exactly what I needed. I didn't hear anything, but suddenly I felt a presence.
"Nice try to sneak up on me, but I'm still taking notice. Didn't you learn camouflage and approach at the Individual Specialty Training?", I teased Drew. I washed the shampoo out of my hair, so I didn't hear if Drew was answering. But I felt his arms wrapping around my waist. When the foam was off my hair and my face, Drew whispered in my ear.
"Oh, I learned a lot at the IST, but I'm still not as perfect as you."
"But you're perfect to me...", I said leaning my head against his chest and enjoying the soft touch of his hands.
He placed gentle kisses on my shoulder and my neck, his hands slowly wandering up to my breasts. My legs became weak and I felt the heat rushing through my body. While he was kissing my neck, he pressed his already hardened cock against me, kneaded my breasts and played with my hard nipples. I took his hand and wanted him to touch my throbbing clit, but he took my hand in his and got back to my breasts.
"This time I'm in charge, my love...", he said with his damn hot voice. "And we've got a lot of time..."
I wanted to touch myself, but Drew grabbed my hand and spun me around, so we were directly looking into each others eyes. He pinned me against the wall, with my hands over my head and pressed his cock against my aching pussy.
"Don't you dare... You will cum when I allow you to... Do you understand?" His gaze was so intense...
"Y... Yes...", I managed to gasp out.
"Yes what?"
"Yes, Sir..."
"Good..."
He kissed me long and passionate, with soft bites on my lips. Then he kissed my throat and trailed his tongue to my ear, where bit my earlobe gently. Despite the warm water, his breath was so hot against my skin.
It was so unbearable not to move and pressing my hips against him...
"Who are you belonging to?", he asked whispering in my ear.
"I belong to you, Drew Franklin...", I moaned.
"Hmmm... I love it when you moan my name... And I will make you moan my name so much more... You're all mine..."
He let go off my wrists and with one hand he caressed my breasts, with the other he went down to my pussy and began rubbing my clit soooo light and slow that my legs almost gave up. I held on to his shoulders, tilted my head back against the wall and couldn't help but close my eyes and moan.
"Drew... I... I'm... So close..."
He stopped moving his hand, kissed me and said "Not yet, sweetheart..."
Without breaking the kiss, he turned the shower off and guided me to our bed. He laid on his back and pulled me on him. As we parted, he ordered me to sit up.
"Now touch yourself and look me in the eyes... Show me how much you need me..."
So did I. I licked my fingers and trailed my hands down my body, touching every inch of myself, until I reached my needy pussy. I began circling my sensitive nub, moaning and not breaking eye contact.
Drew realised that I was close again, so he took my wrists and pulled me down to him.
"Time to return the favour... You were allowed to touch yourself, so I want you to touch me now..."
I did as he ordered and kissed him hungrily. I trailed my tongue down to his neck, then to his chest where I bit his nipples gently. I went down to his abs and then further down until my head was between his legs. Then I wrapped my hand around his big, hard cock and glided slowly with my tongue from his shaft to his precum-covered tip. Drew let out deep, loud moans which made me even more horny. He tangled his fingers into my hair and gave it a light pull, which sent shivers down my spine. I swirled my tongue over his tip and then I slowly took his whole cock into my mouth. While massaging his balls, I bobbed my head up and down and watched Drew enjoying. With his one hand in my hair and the other hand in the bed sheet, he closed his eyes and arched his back.
"Ffffuuuuuckkk... This is so damn hot...", he moaned as he was looking at me. He gripped my hands and pulled me up that I was laying completely on him. With one hand on my ass and the other on my neck, he pulled me into another deep, long kiss. He pressed his crotch against mine and began to move slowly. This made us both moan against each others lips.
"Drew... I need you... So bad...", I gasped into the kiss.
"I know... But we're not there yet...", he said, pulling my hair slightly and leaving light scratches across my back. I already felt like my body was on fire and I knew it wouldn't be over too soon. Drew rolled me on my back, kissed me along my jawline to my ear and whispered "I will fuck you until you're not even able to get out of bed... But you will do what I order you to and you won't cum until I let you."
His words made me squirm under his touch, he was driving me so insane... He trailed kisses further down my body, from my throat down to my breasts, over my belly to my abdomen. Then he kissed my inner thighs and went soooo agonizing slow up to my aching and throbbing pussy. I wanted to touch him and reached for his head to take a grip on his hair, but he caught my hands and held them together in a tight grip. He let his tongue glide sooo light and slow from my slit up to my clit that I moaned out loud his name. "Oooohhh my god... Drew...."
His breath felt so hot on my sensitive skin. With his free hand he slid at first one finger into my wet pussy, then a second. While he was massaging my g-spot, he continued licking and sucking on my clit. My whole body began trembling, for I was so damn close. Drew noticed it and pulled his fingers out of my pussy, leaving me empty and unfinished again. He still held my hands in his grip and made his way over my body, kissing and licking, tucking my hands over my head and looking me deep in the eyes. With the other hand he took a hold on my face and kissed me intensely, the taste of myself lingering on his tongue. I felt like my body was about to explode.
"Hmmm, you're strong-willed, aren't you? This should be rewarded, don't you think? Beg for it...", he mumbled against my lips.
"Please...", I whimpered.
"Please what?"
"Please... Drew..."
"What do you want, hm? Look me in the eyes and say it..."
"I... want... You... I want you... And I want you to fuck me so hard... I want you to fuck my brain out of my head... Please... Drew Franklin... Sir..."
"Hmmm... That's exactly what I wanted to hear... Well done..."
He let go off my hands and slowly pushed his cock into my dripping pussy. So. Unbearable. Slow. Until he filled me completely. Then he grabbed my hair, kissed me and began to thrust slowly.
"Ooooh ffffuuuuuckkk... You're so tight... And so wet...", he moaned and paused a short moment, which felt like an eternity to me. After he adjusted himself, his thrusts became faster and I dug my nails into his broad, muscular shoulders. His grip on my hair tightened and he pulled even more, what was turning me further on. I closed my eyes and felt every inch of his strong body on mine, his breath on my neck and his cock pounding into me. My breathing became faster and my grip on his shoulders tighter.
"Ffffuuuuuckkk Drew... I can't hold on any longer if you go on like this..."
He crushed his lips against mine and kissed me roughly, his thrusts becoming harder, his hands still pulling my hair.
"Now I allow you... Cum for me (Y/N)... Look at me...", he growled.
His low husky voice was enough to send me right over the edge. My whole body tensed, my nails scratching and leaving marks over his shoulders, looking in his unbelievable beautiful eyes. My vision got blurry, I couldn't even think straight anymore. I cried out loud his name as my orgasm rolled over me with a strength that made me see stars. His thrusts became sloppier and his moans louder as he fucked me rough, grabbing my hand with one of his and my neck with the other. As his orgasm hit him hard, he pulled me close to him, his grips tightening and growling my name loud. I could feel him fill me with wet heat, his noises feral and desperate. Sweaty and heavy breathing he almost collapsed onto me, but managed to roll on his side, with me in his arms.
"You're alright, honey?", Drew asked placing soft kisses on my cheek.
"Never felt better, my love...", I smiled snuggling more into his arms.
"Should we go back to the others?", he asked.
"Hmmm, I said that I wanted to take a nap after the shower, so... Let's go later... Like you said, 'we've got a lot of time'."
"Sounds great..."
We soon fell asleep to take our well-deserved nap, before going back to the rest of our team and slowly preparing for the next three days outside.
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: SEAL Team (TV)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: Drew Franklin & Bravo Team Ensemble, Drew Franklin & Jason Hayes
Characters: Drew Franklin, Jason Hayes, Bravo Team Ensemble (SEAL Team TV)
Additional Tags: Secrets, Secret Relationship, Revelations, Past Relationship(s), Grief/Mourning, Honesty, secret history
Summary:
“You don’t know everything about me.”
“Of course not.” Jason threw his bag down on the floor and bared his teeth. “Because god for-fucking-bid you actually trust us now.”
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After the Echo team revelation, Drew still has one more secret left to spill
Disclaimer: I do not own any rights on this picture.
Word count: 4,553 words
Changes
Chapter 4: Not even hell can separate us
Summary: Strong people sometimes need strong shoulders to lean on, too. Especially when everything is going terribly wrong.
A few months and a few short deployments later, Drew and I were at the grocery store to get some things for dinner. It was Wednesday evening and the week was going well. Shooting training, sports and close combat training.
As we walked out of the store, our phones buzzed. Drew and I looked at each other with big grins on our faces.
We unloaded our purchases at home and went straight to the base. Commander Blackburn gave us instructions for our new mission.
"Good evening, Bravo team. Your destination this time is Afghanistan."
He opened a map on the screen and showed us the location where we would operate.
"It's just this one building in this area. We suspect that this building is used to produce explosives. Plus, a high value target is frequently checking the work there. He's got a leading position in a terror cell. Our goal is reconnaissance of the target person, capture him and destroy the factory."
Then he opened a picture of our target person.
"Departure in one hour, good luck Bravo team."
We packed our gear and headed to the plane.
As we arrived at our safehouse, Drew and I made a plan for reconnaissance. We chose our area and prepared our weapons and our equipment.
When we finished our preparations I went to Jason.
"Boss, we're ready. We will go at nightfall."
"Alright. Then go and rest a little bit, we are here."
Drew and I went to our room and slept a little bit.
After we woke up, we went to our command post and grabbed a coffee. Jason, Omar and Brock were sitting at the comms and screens.
"Any movements?", I asked.
"A group of ten people went out of the building, must be the workers.", Jason told.
"Okay, then we will be on the way."
"Understood. Be careful, we stay in touch."
We left the safehouse and checked our radios.
The distance to our area was about 9,5 miles through rough terrain, so we knew it would take a few hours to get there. We walked well hidden, so we could make good progress.
It was about 0200 as we arrived. There was a small cave between rocks at a higher point. We went to the cave and it suited perfectly. We had space for ourselves, our weapons and our equipment. We camouflaged everything and got into position. The distance to the building was about 3,600 feet.
Drew radioed. "Bravo one, here six. We're in position."
"Copy, Bravo six."
We laid there for about four hours and nothing happened. Then we saw a group of people approaching the building. I looked through my scope to get a better view. I could count ten people and reported it to the command post. This time Ray were on the comms. On the ground floor we only saw silhouettes through the windows because they were milky as fuck. The second floor got two windows with a good view. I could recognise that it has to be the "office", but no one was there.
In the afternoon, a pickup truck pulled up in front of the building.
Four people, one of them was our target person. The others must have been bodyguards or something like this.
We reported it to Ray.
Our target person left the building at approx 1730, the workers left at 2000.
The rest of the evening nothing happened anymore. We decided to take turns every two hours at sleeping, so we got at least a little bit of sleep.
It was 0600 when Drew woke me up. The workers showed up. At 1535 the pickup truck with our target person came. He left at 1720, the workers left at 2000. Another night went over. The next day went like the other two days and the day after like those days before. So one week went over and the only thing that changed a little bit were the times when the target person arrived and left, but that was just a maximum of ten minutes.
We reported every move, so our team knew everything what was going on. Jason decided to get started at dawn.
As the rest of Bravo arrived in the area, they were not far away from us. It was about 1300 when Jason contacted us.
"Bravo six and seven, here Bravo one. Stay at your position, we are within reach. We will clear the factory, attach the detonators and wait for the target person. You will observe further and provide us cover. When we're done here, you'll pack up and follow us to our exfiltration point."
"Bravo one, here Bravo six. Copy that."
Ten minutes later we saw the rest of our team near the building. They entered and we directly saw the muzzle flashes, then after a few minutes the radio message from Jason came: "Building clear, we're now waiting for the target person."
It was 1540 as the pickup truck arrived.
The target person entered the building, short after the bodyguards were neutralised and the target person captured. Drew screened the area.
"Holy shit. (Y/N), look, 9 'o clock.", he said to me.
Fuck. A horde of enemies. We had to warn the others.
"Bravo one, here seven. Get out of there, enemies on their way. They're about forty to fifty men and they got motorcycles and pickups with machine guns."
"Here Bravo one, copy that, seven."
When the guys came out, the enemies were already close to them.
I had to think real quick. Then I made a decision.
"Drew, you know that I love you, don't you?"
"I know, I love you too. What exactly is on your mind?"
"Go. Now. Go to the extraction point with the others. I will request air support and stop those shitheads."
"No way! I won't leave you alone!"
"GO! Better one of us instead of the whole team, I will make it!"
"FUCK!"
I could see the tears in Drew's eyes. He gave me a quick kiss, packed up and ran to the rest of our team.
There I was. Me alone against a horde of enemies.
"India one one, here Bravo seven. I need air support. Now!"
It took a few seconds, then they called me back.
"Bravo seven, here India one one. What are the coordinates?"
I gave them the coordinates of the target area and marked it with infrared.
"Bravo seven, you are located in the danger zone, are you sure?"
"Confirmed, India one one, fire!"
--- Drew's POV ---
'Shit. What am I doing here?'
I ran as fast as I could until I reached our team.
Jason looked at me, his expression dark.
"Drew, where is (Y/N)?"
Tears came up into my eyes.
"She... She stayed... At our position... She wanted to request air support..."
"FUCK! We have to go on, we will come back and get her."
"Yeah... She will make it..."
Deep inside I knew she would make it but I was so scared.
We ran to our exfiltration point where the helicopter was already waiting for us. We got into it and then the helicopter took off. I could hear the F-16 approach. Short after I saw a row of explosions at our old area. It felt like someone ripped my heart off my chest. I felt sick and vomited. Sonny sat beside me and laid an arm over my shoulder.
"Hey... She will make it bro... We will come back and get her out of this fuckin' shit hole. No one gets left behind."
--- Your POV ---
"Here India one one. Cruise missiles in three, two, one, launched."
No matter how hard I tried to get my heart rate down, it felt like it was increasing with infinity.
I saw the impact of the cruise missiles and the blast waves hit me like a kick in the face. Something was flying in my direction, that was the last thing I saw before everything went dark.
--- Drew's POV ---
As we arrived at our safehouse, we locked our target person up. We tied him to a chair and I punched right into his face.
"You fucking little shithead! Who gave you the orders?"
He only grinned at me but said nothing.
I punched him again.
"TALK!!!"
Nothing.
I wanted to punch him again, but Ray catched my arm and stopped me.
"Drew, stop it! We still need him for further information and he won't talk if you beat his face to a pulp."
Ray and I looked at each other and then I went off wordless.
"Drew!" It was Jason.
"Yeah?"
"Take some time to rest. I know, it's hard but give it at least a try. We will do our best to to get informations about what's going on with (Y/N). In eight hours at the latest we will go searching for her."
"Thanks, Boss."
He nodded and patted my shoulder.
I went to (Y/N)'s and my room and there was nothing but silence. Pure desperation, anger and fear was a bad mixture. And everything erupted in one big explosion.
"FUUUUUUUUUUUCK!", I screamed at the top of my lungs and punched with full force against the wall, leaving a dent. There was so much pain burning inside, I felt dizzy and my legs gave up. So I sat on the floor in front of my bed and could do nothing but cry.
--- Your POV ---
I woke up and it was dawning.
'Holy shit. I'm still alive.'
I shifted the stones and debris away and looked after my weapons. They were all intact. Thank god. My headache was killing me, a stone must have hit me.
'Marching nine miles with hell of a headache. Nice.'
So I got up, packed my gear and checked the radio.
"Bravo one, here seven. Radio check."
Nothing.
"Bravo one, here seven. Radio check."
Still nothing.
I tried it another three times but got no response.
The radio must have been destroyed by the explosion, so I had to fight my way through without comms.
As I was making my way back to our safehouse, I suddenly felt like I was being watched. But I couldn't see anything, so I went on. Then I saw silhouettes on a hill nearby and heard someone screaming something in Arabic, followed by shots in my direction.
'Oh fuck.'
I searched a place to hide, but I didn't find one. So there was only one thing left: Fight and run. First I shot with my sniper rifle and hit many. But there were more and more and they came closer quickly. My whole body was hurting, so I wasn't really fast. I ran and turned around to shoot them with my assault rifle, but I was too slow and ran out of ammunition. Then I was hit in my leg and fell to the ground.
'That's it.', I thought. Again I heard something in Arabic and the gunfire silenced.
The next thing I could remember was, that I tried to get away with my shot leg and then I felt a dull thud on the back of my head.
I woke up, tied to a steel buttress with nothing on but my underwear. Could it get even worse?
I looked around and it seemed to be a small old abandoned warehouse. Then I saw the rest of my clothes lying in a corner. They were unreachable for me but something came across my mind. Whoever kidnapped me forgot to take off my tactical watch. It had a combination to send an emergency signal. I managed to press the buttons and then it was time to wait and hope that one of my team was getting my signal. The door opened and a man came in. He looked like a typical middle-aged Arab, but not like a typical Afghan. He came over to me and walked around me in circles. Then he stopped in front of me, held my chin and grinned at me.
"A female Navy SEAL. That's unusual. I should kill you, but I think we will get a lot of money for you. Maybe I kill you after we got the money. But until the time comes, I think you will wish you were dead. So tell me a little bit about what orders you got and where the rest of you is hiding."
I spat into his face.
"Damn whore!"
He punched me in the face, then he pressed his finger into my wound on my leg. I gritted my teeth to not to scream. This asshole wouldn't get to know how it was looking inside of me.
"Sooner or later you will talk, I promise."
He poured a bucket of cold water over me. It was so fucking cold. Then he left me alone in the dark. I completely lost my sense of time. But he came again and again and every time he poured cold water over me. My body began to hurt from the cold. The next time he came, he had a cable in his hands.
"Will you talk now?", he asked.
I stared him directly in the eyes but said nothing. He hit me with the cable over and over. It was hurting so bad on my cold skin but before I would tell anything to this asshole I'd rather shoot myself. Eventually I lost my consciousness.
The next time I woke up, I laid on my back with my hands tied behind on the cold floor. There he was again, this time I saw a big bucket full of water. I knew exactly what was going on next.
"You think you are special and immortal? We will see..."
He and one of his men grabbed me and pulled me in front of the bucket. Then he grabbed my head and pressed me under water. I didn't know how many times he made me almost drowning, I only tried to survive. The only thing that I knew was, that I wouldn't tell him anything, even when it meant my death.
After this was over, he tied me on a rope to the ceiling pillar, so that I hardly could touch the floor with my toes. Everything was blurry, I didn't even feel my body anymore.
'Please, my brothers, get me out of here...'
The door opened again. He came to me with a knife in his hand.
"I should cut your eyes out. But then you can't look at me. Or at my men, when they will visit you to have a little fun."
He left a cut on my cheek and on my throat.
"But maybe I will cut your guts out when they are finished with you."
The cuts went also over my belly.
Then I heard shots. My hope was restored.
My kidnapper held the knife on my throat.
"Don't you dare to scream."
--- Drew's POV ---
Eventually I made it into my bed and fell asleep.
Until Sonny woke me up.
"Drew, wake up! (Y/N) has sent an emergency signal, we can track her!"
I jumped out of my bed and went with Sonny to the others. Jason briefed us and then we headed out to our target location.
My hope grew bigger again.
'Please, (Y/N), hold on... We will come and save you.'
This time we had a pickup truck, this made us a lot faster. We could see a small building in the distance.
"That has to be our destination!", Sonny shouted.
We approached further and then got off the car to make the rest by foot.
As we got in, we shot the first three enemies. We cleared every room until only one was left.
'Please be in this room. Alive.'
Brock kicked the door in and Jason shot. Hit. Room Cleared. There she was, badly hurt and hanging on a rope. It was hurting so much to see her like this. I got over to her and freed her.
--- Your POV ---
I saw Jason coming into the room and in a split second the kidnapper was shot.
The guys secured the room and then I saw Drew. He came over and freed me.
My legs gave up and I directly collapsed into his arms.
"Drew... I... I thought that I.... Thank you... For saving me... I'm... I'm so sorry..."
"Ssshhhh... I got you... We're here, everything is gonna be alright. Don't say that, you don't have to feel sorry..."
He wrapped me into his combat jacket, took me upon his shoulders and then we went to the extraction point.
Again I lost my consciousness.
As I woke up, I was in the hospital. Drew sat sleeping on a chair beside my bed, holding my hand and resting his head on the mattress.
I gave his hand a light squeeze. He instantly woke up.
"(Y/N), you're awake! Oh my god, I'm so glad that you're alive... I almost thought that I'd never see you again..."
I have never seen Drew crying since we know each other, until now. I stroked his cheek and wiped his tears away with my thumb.
"I thought my time has come... I was so relieved as you came in... Thank you for saving my life..."
The doctor came in.
"Ah, Miss (Y/L/N), you're awake. We stitched the bigger wounds and treated the smaller ones. Plus you have a concussion, so you should stay one more night for control. But if you're feeling better tomorrow, you can leave the hospital."
"Thanks, doctor.", I answered.
As the doctor was gone, Drew kissed me gently. He softly cupped my cheek and looked at me. I could see so much pain in his eyes.
"I shouldn't have left you alone... I feel so guilty...", he said with a sad voice.
"Hey... You didn't do anything wrong, okay? You are not guilty for anything, I sent you away. And nobody expected that there would be an ambush... I thought that there would be no one after these explosions... I thought that they must've been thinking that I was dead, too... So I made my way... And if I weren't been ambushed, I would have easily made it..."
"I will never leave you alone again... We live together, we fight together... And if our time has come in combat, we die together..."
"And not even hell can separate us..."
Drew didn't leave my side this night either.
The next day Drew and I went home. As he opened the door, the whole Bravo team was there. I was so happy, that I got tears in my eyes. Jason spoke at first.
"Welcome back home, (Y/N)! We're so happy to see you! The mission was a success, we got the information we needed and you saved our lives. Thank you so much."
"Thank you boss... But everyone of you saved my life, too... Thank you so much my brothers... I don't know what to say..."
Sonny came over and hugged me.
We drank a few beers, ate pizza and talked a lot about our last mission. Then the rest of the team went home and Drew and I went to bed.
He took me into his arms and held me tight.
I finally felt safe. And I felt the connection we had, it was so strong. Drew recognised that my head was full of thoughts.
"I'm here... No one will ever hurt you again. I will protect you with my life, I swear..." He gently stroked my head until I finally fell asleep.
***
When I woke up, everything around me was dark.
"Drew?"
No answer.
"Drew? Are you there?"
Nothing.
I couldn't move, my hands were tied together and I couldn't feel the ground under my feet.
No. Not again.
How did I get there? I was at home, I knew it!
Panic came up inside of me.
Then I saw a door opening, there was a weak shine of light. A dark figure went into my direction.
The figure tossed something on the floor in front of my feet. It was my tactical watch.
"This time nobody will come to save you."
Again he had a knife in his hand.
"You're dead! My brothers shot you!", I yelled at him.
"I'm immortal, not like you. I killed your friends, one after another. And now it's your turn."
He laughed like a maniac and began to cut my guts out, like he said the first time. Everything was full of blood and I couldn't do anything but scream.
"DREEEEEEEW, PLEASE HELP MEEEE!!!"
***
"Hey, sweetheart, look at me... Look me in the eyes! I'm there for you, everything's alright. Nobody is hurting you, you just had a nightmare."
Drew. He was there. He held my face in his hands. I was sweaty and my heart was racing. It took a few seconds until my vision got clear. He took me in his arms and hugged me tight.
"Do you wanna lay back down?", he asked me gently stroking my back.
I nodded.
He laid down first and reached me his hand. Then I laid down beside him, my head resting on his chest.
I could hear his calm and steady heartbeat.
"You don't have to be afraid, I'm always there for you and we will fight your demons together."
Drew's words were so heartwarming and gave me strength. I focused on his breath, his heartbeat, his strong arms around me and his gentle touch. He kissed me softly and stroked my head and my back until I slowly drifted into sleep again, this night without any further nightmares.
The sun shone through the window and it took a small moment to realise that I was at home. I felt Drew's warm and steady breath against my neck. With a sigh of relief I turned over, so I could look at his beautiful face. He also woke up and pulled me closer him.
"Good morning, my love... How did you sleep?", he asked with his wonderful morning voice.
"Good morning, my beautiful... With you by my side the demons didn't come back.", I smiled at him.
He looked me intensely in the eyes.
"Are you okay?"
"Yeah, I think so... What happened will take a little time to process but don't worry. I will make it and with you nothing is impossible." I gave him a gentle kiss. "And every kiss is pure balm for my soul."
"You know what? You're the strongest person I ever met. And I love you from the very top of my heart..."
He kissed me so softly and intense, that I could've melted right away.
"Should we get up and make breakfast?", Drew asked.
"Hmmm, right after a hot bath?"
"Alright, I will do it, stay there.", he winked.
Drew got up and filled the bathtub. Then he went into the kitchen and made coffee for us. He came back into the bedroom and carried me on his arms to the bathroom.
"Hmmm, what a service.", I said with a smile and got into the tub.
"And that's not even all, give me a second and I'll be right back."
He came back with a big, hot cup of coffee.
"Thank you so much, but I still miss something.", I teased him.
"What did I forget?"
"Yourself. Do you want to come in, too?"
"I'd love to accept your invitation."
He also got into the tub and sat behind me. I nipped at my coffee and put the cup aside. He wrapped his arms around me and placed soft kisses on my shoulder.
"I'm so lucky to have such a wonderful man by my side, thank you for everything...", I said enjoying every single touch.
"(Y/N), my love, for you I would do everything. You're my one and everything..."
"I would do everything for you, too. I hope you know that..."
"I know, sweetheart, I know..."
He massaged my shoulders and my neck, I could feel the tension of the last days fade away. Then he pulled me close to him, his head resting on my shoulder and his fingers trailing soft lines up and down my arms. His touches felt so soothing, I almost fell asleep in the bathtub.
The water slowly got cold, so we decided to get out of the bathtub and make breakfast.
As we were eating, I got a message on my phone.
"Hey little sis, Lisa and I want to go out a little bit today, do you and Drew wanna come with us? Sonny"
I looked over to Drew. "Should we go out today with Lisa and Sonny?"
"Yeah, why not?"
So I texted Sonny back and made a meeting point.
When we were ready with breakfast, we cleaned up and got dressed. We went to our place under the trees and placed a blanket on the grass. Before we sat down we saw Lisa and Sonny waving at us.
When they arrived, we hugged each other and sat down on the blanket.
Sonny brought beers for all of us. "What a picnic without something to eat or drink."
"Yeah, but you can't eat beer. So it's just something to drink, the food is still missing.", Lisa chuckled.
"Don't worry, babe. I've imagined going to a restaurant later. Is that okay for everyone?", Sonny asked.
Drew and I looked at each other and nodded.
"Great idea, Sonny.", Drew and I said almost simultaneously.
I leaned back against Drew's shoulder and looked into the sky.
"It's such a beautiful day, sitting in a park under the trees with a part of my family, the sun is shining and the birds are singing, moments like these are priceless."
Drew leaned his head against mine and Lisa and Sonny nodded.
As the sun was setting, we packed up and went to the restaurant.
"I love going out with you two.", Lisa said. "Sonny and I haven't to hide our relationship from you."
"Yeah, that's really cool.", I agreed. "But it would be a lot easier if it was allowed officially."
"Oh yes, you say it."
We ate our steaks and after a few drinks and good talks we all went home.
Later in the evening Drew and I went to bed. He took me in his arms, my head resting on his chest. The sound of his steady heartbeat, his scent, his warm embrace, his loving cuddles and his intense kisses were all things that calmed me down and made me feel alive. Especially when I woke up in the middle of the night, sweaty and breathless from the nightmares that were hunting me.
Drew and I had a bond that never ever could be broken. And that night I could sleep the first time without any nightmares. I was recovering well and soon ready for the next mission.
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Chapter 3: Confessions
Summary: One day things happen. Even things you never thought that they are possible.
Back in VA Beach, Jason, Ray and Omar went to Commander Blackburn and Lisa for debriefing.
The rest of us sat in our lounge, waiting for Jason to tell us the results.
Finally he was back.
"Guys, our operation went at best. We neutralised all of those shitbags, one more success for Bravo. Good job everyone. Commander Blackburn gave us the rest for the week off. Special thanks to Drew. You saved my life, thanks. And (Y/N), you saved Sonny's life. You both proved yourself at your first deployment, I'm impressed. Now you're officially members of Bravo. Come with me, it's time for your own cages now."
It felt so great belonging fully to Bravo now. Drew and I finally found our new family.
We put our equipment into our cages and then the team went to the Bulkhead together.
I stood at the counter and ordered drinks for all of us. Sonny came over to me with two beers in his hands.
"Hey, (Y/N), listen... Thank you for saving my life. That was a great shot. I apologize for my behaviour at the beginning. You're the first woman as a SEAL and I didn't expect that a woman can be so freaking strong and resilient to become a member of the teams. You proved me wrong and you're doing a great job."
"Thank you, Sonny. I'm glad you like me now."
"Cheers, little sister."
"Cheers, big brother. Let's go back to the rest of us, I'm sure they're already missing us."
We headed back to the guys and had a lot of fun at this evening. It felt like we all knew each other for a long time. It felt like family.
It was already late and Drew and I decided to go home. As we walked, Drew laid an arm on my shoulder.
"We did a really good job, we're a part of the brotherhood now. I'm so proud of us."
"Oh yeah, I can't still believe it. This is so fucking awesome!"
I unlocked the door and stood still for a moment.
"Look, what we have now. A family, an apartment, it feels like home. Finally."
"Yes, this is what I searched for so long, too. I'm so glad that our instructor assigned us to each other. We're such a good team."
"Absolutely, I'm very glad, too.“
This night I had a very light sleep. Suddenly I woke up and it felt like something was wrong. Like our instructor said, doing everything together will pay off. As always Drew and I laid back to back. But I had a strange feeling. Drew seemed not to be as calm as usual.
I whispered quietly.
"Drew? Are you still awake? Is everything ok? You're breathing faster as usual and your heart rate seems to be higher."
That's what our instructor said. Know your buddy hundred percent.
Drew turned around and so did I, so we could look at each other. He sighed.
"(Y/N), there is something I've got to say. But I don't know how. Look, we know each other for so long now and I just thought, that we are just the best buddies on the world until the first evening with our team at the Bulkhead. That evening we were drunk but as we both laid on the floor in front of my van... I... I had a feeling that I never felt before. First I thought it came from the alcohol but on the next day it was still there... And it still hasn't gone..."
He cupped my cheek with his hand and leaned over to me. He gave me a short gentle kiss and looked at me.
"I hope, I didn't do anything wrong now..."
I leaned in to a long, passionate kiss and took his fears away.
As we parted breathless I looked at him.
"You did everything right. I have feelings for you for so long and I didn't want to admit it. But they grew stronger everyday. On that one evening I was so desperate but I didn't know what to do, because I was afraid that you didn't feel the same."
"You know what? We're such stubborn dumbasses."
Drew smiled and we kissed again long and intense.
It felt so damn good, his soft lips against mine, the taste of whiskey on his tongue and, ooooooh I loved his scent.
Without breaking the kiss, I got under his blanket. My hands found their way to his neck, to deepen the kiss even more. He wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me even closer to him. He shoved one hand under my shirt and gently stroked my back. I immediately got goosebumps all over my body and began to shiver.
Drew looked at me with worry in his eyes.
"(Y/N), is everything alright? You're shaking..."
"Oh yes, I'm just so happy, I'm completely losing control. And it feels soooo good..."
I could feel his hardened length through his boxers as Drew pressed his groin against me.
He planted trails of soft kisses on my neck until he reached my ear and then he whispered with his damn hot raspy voice.
"I'd love to make you lose control even more, my darling..."
Oh. My. Fucking. God. This man drove me insane.
An almost unbearable heat rippled through my body and I could feel the wetness in my pants.
I took my shirt off and tossed it on the floor, my pants followed right away.
Drew also took his boxers off. I wanted to feel and touch every inch of his body so bad. My hands glided over his strong arms, to his chest and to his neck, so I could pull him into another lascivious dance of our tongues. One hand lingered on his neck, while my other hand wandered downwards to touch his hardened manhood. I guessed that he was big but he was even bigger than I ever thought. Drew let out a low groan. I stroked his cock gently while my thumb glided over his tip which was covered with precum.
"Hmmm... You know that you are driving me crazy, too?", Drew moaned.
His hand went down from my waist to between my legs. He caressed my thighs and went sooo unbearable slow to my aching and throbbing clit.
His touch was so light but so intense, it was like a lightning stroke through my body.
Then he pushed one finger into my pussy.
"You're so wet... Only for me..."
He kissed me again and pushed another finger in. I couldn't help but moan against his lips, which seemed to motivate him even further. He pushed his fingers in and out, his thumb circling on my sensitive nub.
But I also got even more motivated and my grip tightened around his cock and my movements went faster.
"Ffffuuuuuckkk... Drew... I'm gonna cum if you're going on like this..."
His movements became slower and then he took his hand away.
"(Y/N), I want you so bad..."
"Take me, Drew. Now. Please.", I whimpered.
He leaned over me and looked at me through lustful eyes.
"You are so damn beautiful, do you know that? Come up, my sweetheart."
He helped me up and ordered me to get on my knees.
Then he got also on his knees and behind me. He wrapped one arm around my waist and pushed his cock slowly into my wet cunt. It took a moment for me to adjust to his cock, then he slowly pushed in deeper and filled me entirely. We let out loud groans and Drew rested his head for a moment on my shoulder.
"Shiiiit, you're so tight...", he gasped.
One of his hands trailed gentle lines from my waist up to my belly until he stopped at my breasts to pinch my hard nipples a little bit. With his other hand he went between my thighs where he played with my almost overstimulated clit. This man exactly knew how to tease me.
"Drew, please... Stop teasing me..."
He let go of my breasts and wrapped his hand softly around my throat.
"I will stop teasing you if you beg for it."
The sound of his voice and also his words were just driving me more insane.
"Please..."
"That's not enough, try again."
"Please... Fuck me..."
"Still not enough. Look me in the eyes and try again.", he whispered in my ear.
I turned my head so I could look him in the eyes.
"Please, Drew... I'm so fucking desperate... Pleeeease... Fuck me..."
"Good... And now... Tell me that you're mine... Tell me that you only belong to me..."
"Drew, I'm all yours... I want you, only you so bad... I'm belonging only to you, forever..."
"Aaaaah, god... You're making me so crazy..."
His thrusts became faster and the heat was growing even bigger. I felt his hot skin on mine, his hands between my legs and on my throat, heard his low groans against my ear... That was too much to bear.
"Kiss me.", Drew gasped.
I kissed him and that sent me right over the edge.
"Drew... I... Aaaaaaaahhh... I'm... coming..."
He held me tight against himself.
My whole body tensed, like it was about to explode every second. I dug my nails into his lower back, then my vision got blurry and my orgasm hit me like the biggest wave on the ocean.
"Ffffuuuuuck, I'm coming, too." Drew's orgasm hit him right after mine.
We both fell onto the mattress, fully exhausted.
Drew laid on his back and pulled me close to him. I rested my head on his chest and he held me into his arms, planting soft kisses on my forehead and gently stroking my hair.
"(Y/N), I never thought that we will be at this point one day, but I'm the happiest man on earth now. I never searched but I finally found. You are my best buddy, my sniper, my goddess, my dream, my love and my life."
"Drew this is so beautiful to hear... I'm speechless... The only thing that I can say is that I am serious about being yours forever. You made me the happiest woman, you are my day and my night, my sun and my moon, my one and everything. I love you."
"I love you, too."
We kissed and then we slowly drifted into the deepest sleep of our lives, arm in arm.
The next morning I woke up realising what happened the last night. Drew's arms were wrapped around me. With a smile on my face I snuggled into his embrace. I wished that those moments were never ending. He also woke up, stretched without letting go of me and kissed my neck softly.
"Good morning my love...", he said with his unbelievable wonderful voice.
"Good morning my beautiful...", I answered.
"What should we do today? Do you have anything planned?", Drew asked.
"I didn't plan something for today, so if you want we could make breakfast and after that go for a walk in the park."
"Hmm, that sounds awesome. I'm sooo freaking hungry."
"Alright, then let's go."
We got up and headed to the kitchen. While I was brewing a strong coffee, Drew made his famous scrambled eggs.
I loved his scrambled eggs, plus he always made an extra portion of bacon for me.
We ate breakfast unhurriedly before we got dressed and went out for a walk.
We found a quiet place under the trees where there was no one but us. So we chose a tree and sat down into the grass. Drew sat behind me and I sat between his legs, so I could lean against his chest. He took my hands in his and rested his head on my shoulder.
Suddenly something crossed my mind.
"Drew? We have to hide our relationship from the team, how do you think about it?"
"Don't worry, sweetheart. They're used to seeing us always together. They know exactly how snipers and spotters live. We just have to act like usually when we're on duty. That's all."
"Yeah, you're right. We will make it, that's for sure."
I closed my eyes with a smile on my face and enjoyed this peaceful day. The light breeze rustling in the trees, these wonderful birdsongs and Drew's warm and calming embrace.
"I love you, Drew. And whatever happens, I will never let you go."
"I love you too, (Y/N). And I will be forever by your side."
I almost fell asleep in Drew's arms as my phone buzzed. A message from Sonny.
"Hey little sister, you and Drew wanna go out later? Ray and Naima want to make BBQ at their home."
"What do you think? Should we go?", I asked Drew.
"Hmm, I think a good barbecue never could be wrong."
"Alright, then we should leave soon..."
"Yeah, but give us just another five minutes."
"Hmm, approved." I smiled and snuggled into Drew's arms.
We went to Ray and Naima and the whole team and their families were there. Naima came over to me and Drew.
"Hey, nice to meet you. You must be (Y/N) and Drew. I'm Naima, welcome at our home."
"Thanks, Naima, nice to meet you, too.", I answered.
Drew and I got to know everyone and then we went to our team.
"(Y/N), Drew, nice to see you here. Go and get you some beers, I think the food will take a little while.", Jason greeted us.
After we grabbed us some beers we went back to our team.
Lisa was also there, she greeted us, too.
"Hey, nice to see you! I was already looking forward to see you outside of our duty. How are you two doing?"
I was happy to see Lisa. I liked her from the first second.
"Hey, nice to see you, too! We're doing very fine and what about you?"
"I'm doing fine as well, my paper wars are demanding, but I like it nonetheless."
"That's good to hear, we are glad about having you in a leading position."
"I'm glad to hear, thank you. I'll go and help Naima and Mandy, see you later guys!"
As she walked away, I saw how she looked at Sonny. And how Sonny looked at her. They looked at each other the same way like Drew and I did. Sonny noticed that I watched them and looked at me. He came over to me and asked me for a short walk.
"(Y/N), you know what's going on between Lisa and me, you saw it, don't you?"
"Yeah, I saw it directly."
"Don't tell anyone but Drew, okay? You two are in the same situation as Lisa and me, I can see that, too."
"You can rely on me, brother."
"Same to you, sister."
We went back to the others and sat the rest of the evening around the fire bowl, talked, listened to old stories and laughed a lot. Late at night we all eventually went home.
As we arrived at home, Drew and I took a quick shower and went straight to bed.
The next morning we woke up and decided to stay at home and do absolutely nothing. It was Sunday and a little bit of rest before a new exciting week would be good.
And we looked forward to the next mission, whenever it would be.