✖ @drops-of-red continued from here
✖ “Is that it? Am I just a guy you let fuck you?” Kaey is being a bit unreasonable, it’s true -- && he does remember Marrick talking about not being good in a single relationship, but he’d also discussed it with him. Now, looking at the mage, he feels his stomach drop a bit. Forcing himself to swallow, the elf looks away. “Yeah, I remember.” Voice soft. “&& I said it was fine as long as you told me, so I knew. So this wouldn’t happen.”
There was that little itch in the back of his mind, the voice that said you’re just an object, he doesn’t actually care. No matter how he tried to force it down it returned, as persistent as ever. Now, turning away, putting his hands on the table, the rogue exhales, letting his head hang. “I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have...” && it came again: you’re weak, you’re letting him walk all over you. Kaey bites his lip, trying to fight the urge to walk away.
But what he needed was something to hold onto, something to chase away the voice, to dull the sharp sting he felt growing in his chest. Fingers curling into fists against the tabletop, the ex-Crow jerks away, his body language more aggressive than he portrayed in his tone. He stalks away, as far as he can in the small abode. He sits, staring into the fire, takes up a mug of water that he pretends his alcohol -- the imagined burn as he swallows helps chase away his demons.