Sep 28, 2022
This is fatal but not gorey, still proceed with cation. also blame @baka-monarch and @random-tinies /j /lh /ily /p
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This is fatal but not gorey, still proceed with cation. also blame @baka-monarch and @random-tinies /j /lh /ily /p
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THE THAMES
I think I'd rather just have gooBLBLBLBLBLBLBL
I held on to the sinking ship like it was my only option when I had a whole sea to drowned my sorrows in. When I realized I was going down either way, I finally let go.
Like the wreaked boat we were, I wasn’t stable. I shouldn’t have taken your drift wood with me because now that it’s gone, I’ve forgotten how to swim.
I am so excited to take a semester off from school. I mean, 16 straight years of school is kind of insane. I’m not even finished yet and I really wish I’d taken a break between highschool and college.
Not to mention when I’m older and have a “real” job and am out of school, it will be virtually impossible to just take a break from life, essentially.
I need this so bad.
I just need a long ass drive to the middle of friggin' nowhere, to just sit and admire a really nice view, maybe with my camera, and just have a breakdown right there for one friggin' moment with the world shut tf off.
Pale Ghosts
What if I told you, I knew what it was like to drown. Even though I was nowhere near the water, I drown everyday in my thoughts. These thoughts I can't control. They live inside me, eating away at my brain until I become so numb from the pain, that it's 3:37pm and I still haven't left my bed. I'm surrounded by people that can't save me because they don't even know I'm dying. Each day I go through the same routine, I've done if for so long that I'm already in the car before I open my eyes and wake up. I look in the mirror and see, nothing. I don't see the lively, smiling girl who just made the softball team. I see hollow cheeks and empty eyes. I see this pale ghost of a girl who used to dream. I see lots of pale ghosts, because when you yourself are dying isn't it funny that you start to realize others around you who are dying in their own head aswell. You notice that quiet girl in the back, you pay attention to that boy who doesn't eat at lunch. Because all around you are people who need saving. Just like me.
I would drown before I called her and told her she was the only one who could keep me afloat
She's my gills and my oxygen