#drowningagain

[paintingskiesdark]

You dragged me into the deep end I was fine staying afloat Now I'm drowning in your quick sand You left me all alone

[toxicrainboww]

Nobody cares

And I’m so exhausted of trying to make everyone else happy and I'm so sick of keeping up this false presence of happiness all the time when all I want to do is feel it. I’m falling back in again and the urge is stronger. It’s become like an addiction. The whole world revolves around it because as soon as I come home in the night I can release all of the stress and actually feel something again…