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Chapter 124:

In the forest, Mozu leads them to a shelter and the guys settle in...although Team Summer A are reluctant to trust him. Mozu reads Ran's shelter journal whiles Nijko goes outside to sleep, getting bitten by an ant and getting sick. She freaks out and runs off...ending the chapter by reaching the sea and seeing the tide about to come in...

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I finally detached =) just dont care anymore

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My mind is still moving, and will always move, spectacularly.

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I hope you're okay

thanks, its gonna take a long time unfortunately. first long term gf leaves me for a 28 yr old wooooo

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one pill, two pill three pill, four I eat amphetamines like a whore and stay awake throughout the night writing my thoughts free to explore… with tension in my shoulders and the knots nestled in my neck fervently I labor onward leaving not one line to face neglect… a lengthy appropriation of day-dreams and concentration write, revise, research and apprise all help to capture my cogitation… drugs help me make it perfect by the night’s end it’s always worth it hoping everything is just right for I believe that you deserve it… and even though I just met you I’ve waited my life to connect to all of you out there as tho I was meant to… I thought of always in quiet reverie I write it all for you drugged poetry… -fin

"Drugs & Poetry

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midnight ramblings

i dont know what im doing anymore its 12 in the night and im looking at her blog again. after all these years why cant i just be a fucking normal human being ? why cant i move on and forget and just be fucking normal ? why must i find this dark twisted pleasure in subjecting myself to this torture ? i went through her blog hoping to see something she wrote and i ended up on her own website reading things she wrote and her words the way she wrote i knew she hadn't changed, i hadn't changed either but we had , we both had to an extent that there is no going back and then you might think she and i were an item no no no the truth is much much sadder im afraid . we were friends and she was everything i ever wanted once and i had absolutely nothing to offer in return. there existed no reason for her to be with a guy like me and hence when i finally worked up the courage to propose she shot me down like i knew she would but she wasn't like those other girls who would distance them self from something that would make her uncomfortable, no she kept trying she didnt let us just be two people who used to talk until the one of them fucked it up.

no she still kept talking to me making me smile brightening up my otherwise dull day and i would think of her in my spare time and crack a little smile thinking of something witty she had said . and here i am now 12:03 am completely alone in every way imaginable not a soul to talk to no one to pour my heart out to and just fucking breakdown wishing more than anything in the world that she and i could just have one of our conversations again knowing that its never going to happen .

the thing with time is it can drive two people who were very close once so far apart that it would be impossible to ever talk to each other again because it would just be far too awkward would she still remember me ? if i said something would she even know who i was because if she does not and she says "nikhil who" i might not be able to recover from that . it would shatter everything because right now i have hope that if she does ever hear from me she would be delighted even now even when the last ever conversation we had was over 2 years ago. because at the end of the day all we have is hope and the belief that comes from it. no im not going to message her. its decided then. i think its time for that cigarette now.

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