Came across an old notebook. Definitely not kept during my most lucid times. Definitely from when I was still alive. As a reporter, I feel I should report, so here is an outtake:
(sidewise on one page, with a crooked line going somewhat centrally across it, splitting it horizontally, there is a pro/con list)
PROS:
hot/beautiful
smart
eloquent
evil/scary/deadly/dangerous
perv
into weird shit
BLOOD
good listener
wants me
takes care of me
mysterious
his hair
his eyes
fangs
when he doesn't know I'm looking at him and he smiles
or frowns
CONS:
too hot/beautiful
too smart
won't let me sleep
somehow an idiot
into weird shit
honky-tonk
might still kill me
immature for being super old
terrible talker
won't give me an interview
terribly distracting
manipulative as hell
stalker
bossy
don't know how to take care of him
stubborn and pessimistic
condescending
