#drunken message

[ohlookshiny]

Actually, the reason why I think I push her away is because of how you fucked me up when you turned on me like you did. Friends don't treat friends like you did. You were a sister to me and you fucked it up because apparently rumors and your idiot manipulative boyfriend were more valid that anything I could say, me your best friend for like 5 fucking years.

You are singlehandedly the whole reason why I have such a difficulty with other females. No matter how much you've 'changed' and how far from 'those friends' you are now, no one forgets the past, no matter how much I may pretend  when you actually talk to me.

YOU are why I don't trust anyone. YOU are why I push everyone away because I can't stand the chance of another friend as close as a sibling hurting me that badly ever again.

YOU are why I push everyone away. YOU fucked my ability to trust anyone.

[celestialmaeve]

((Although Ni's probably more high on chocolate and hard liquor than actual "beer."))  

[thenarcissistickid-blog]

Try

How would you know things if you dont even try? How would you give your best if you're expecting the worst? Do you want to be stuck in questions you dont really have the answer or would you rather say to yourself, "at least I gave my best", and freed yourself from all the regrets.

I wont be the jackass who'll force you to go to someone and pour your heart out to him/her. Cause I know its not an easy thing to do. All I'm saying is at some point, you have to gather up all your courage and find the strength to tell that person how you really feel or... Start forgetting all about it and continue living your life full of uncertainties and unanswered questions. In my perspective, in the end it would all boils than to one end. What if you tried all you can do and still nothing happens, it will be easier for you to move on knowing that you've gave your all and perhaps you're really not meant for each other. BUT, what if all the situation need is a little nudge and a faith from you and everything will fall into their proper places?

You may have your greatest love story written for you. Just waiting for you to act on it. As they say, if its meant for you, the universe will conspire to make it happen.

You cant expect a perfect score if you pass a blank test paper do you?