#drunkfox

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@thehotmessyexpressy Thinking of you🥂🧡 It’s blue powerade zero with vodka, idk why my husband poured it in my cup 😂

[l0velyf0x]

Lets get this day drinking startedddd

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Health = day drinking w/ this bitch spiked

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When it’s National Margarita Day but you can’t get margs cause it’s too late after work…we improvise

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The fact I’m imagining the feeling of a steak knife sawing my thigh shows I’m not in a good place.

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So apparently the gossipy nightshift nurses at my work talk about how I’m weird…

A nightshifter who came to the light side told me tonight over mexican and margs(she’s not part of that crew but overhears) and I just kinda looked at her and said “well, I am weird” which had us and our other coworker laughing.

I adore these two(and one other who is still on nights) and I can’t thank them enough for accepting me as I am. Also I cannot believe I actually went out with them and was social and semi planned it AND didn’t cancel.

Who am I now wtf

[l0velyf0x]

Watching your cats, all of them, even the ones who are supposed to be “yours” and grew up with you bypass you completely time and time again for your partner is an entirely different kind of pain…

Don’t get me wrong, I love it for him, but damn does it suck. It hurts like hell to know I’m not even first choice for my own cats. Shit not even second choice at times. I even have my electric blanket on.

They all walked across me to go snuggle him for bed just now. Different kind of pain and different kind of loneliness…

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Anyone else enjoy prepping meals for their partner? Like work lunches. Or weekend(when I work) breakfast and snacks? Sometimes dinners for my late work nights.

I honestly really enjoy and take pride in prepping things for him so I know he’s eating delicious food(yes I know self-centered but I’m a bomb ass cook) and nutrition focused meals. And I get a little positive boost when he tells me about coworkers saying something smells or looks good or comments on the food. Or when his friends are jealous on weekends while gaming.

He didn’t eat well when we met. Nutrient focused, yes, but not well. And I see making him yummy, diverse, and above all healthy food as one of the very few positive attributes I bring to the marriage…

I enjoy cooking for my man. I enjoy making sure he has meals/snacks prepped for gaming sessions with his friends(from same country but scattered in adult life) so he doesn’t have to fix anything and can focus on relaxing from work and just enjoying time with people he grew up with.