i have learned a lot from you about loyalty and love, and what those things look like in action. i think most people in your ~inner circle~ would agree they've never had a friend like you. and how could they? the things you are capable of - even while you are fighting for your life – are frankly incredible. you always - literally always - do the most for your friends to make them feel loved, heard, and valued. constantly keeping tabs; cooking; sending reminders and invitations; it's amazing to me, and it's not something i will ever take for granted. you are such a capable person, which in and of itself is worth applauding; but more than that, you use your capabilities to empower your friends. and, you know when it's time to call bullshit.. i admire the fuck out of both those things. if i can end up even 50% as loving and loyal (autism dependent) as you, i will considerate a victory.