Jan 10, 2021
It's been kind of weird lately because I've started to realize that I'm maybe more dysphoric then I thought. Like I've identified as nonbinary for almost a whole year now and I've always thought that I wasn't dysphoric and was relatively comfortable with my body but I'm not so sure anymore.
I've realized that certain dresses I dislike a good amount isnt just because of the style or design but because i dont like how they make me look.
And the thing is i want to be feminine but only in the way that masc people can be. Like I feel like when I dress feminine I'm hiding myself or perpetuating some idea.
It's just been weird to realize that I'm actually a bit dysphoric.
