discovering my baby daddy’s mugshots on this platform has brought me mixed feelings
nostalgia for shitty times
gratitude for my zoloft prescription

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discovering my baby daddy’s mugshots on this platform has brought me mixed feelings
nostalgia for shitty times
gratitude for my zoloft prescription
When you get so hard and you wanna fuck so bad, But you single because of your dumb ex.
you really looked me in the eyes and lied thru your teeth. all these lies truly make you weak.
An ex once unironically told me that the moment they knew they loved me was when I made them a sandwich.
sum rly long, deep poetry shit
i loved you… loveD
if you asked me
how much i loved you
i would say i love you
like the moon loves the sun
i want to look after you
like the stars
look after the moon
i would say that
but i don't know how true it is
i dont know whats going on
even in my own mind
every day i think
they love me
they love me not
the petals of every flower i pick
sprinkle my dresser
like the thoughts that sprinkle
my mind
i never remember
what the petals end on
because it doesn't matter
it's just a game of chance
like the rest of life
you never know which card
you're going to pull
and the deck changes
life is that game of chance
but you can pick the genre
of the book you're writing
for yourself
you can decide
what type of story
your bones will tell
you can't pick the details
but you can make
a pretty damn good outline
when you got here
one day i was sitting there
and you walked in
and the entire world went
wow. this is new.
i didn’t know yet
how important,
how influential,
how zealous we would become
you broke me open
but it was amazing
my feelings spilled out and known
and i knew you too
you walked in
and my life was new
i saw things in ways i hadn’t before
ways to appreciate the little things
a kiss on the cheek when the sister was there
a kiss on the lips when she wasn’t
a finger trailing up my sleeve
shivering, crumbling my façade
my façade was denying my feelings
afraid of falling into this
afraid of being hurt
afraid of this alien thing called love
but then trust came into play
you showed me every day what trust was
and i no longer denied myself
no longer tried to deceive
no longer was afraid
i opened my heart to you
but you turned away so easily
Strange how the universe works!!! I am sitting here in bed thinking of random things at 2:34 in the morning, and I am half awake... So I posted earlier Kesha's thinking of you song... And then out of the blue I get a message from a Tumblr that calls themselves "Elysian" and they sent me this song... Yeah like I don't know who it is... Sorry if this looks weird, I am tired I was not thinking of a person when I posted the Kesha song I was literally just listening to an old playlist and I was enjoying the song. I'm sorry I left you in stitches, get over it, it has been over a year now.
I barely get sleep from my 2 jobs and the times that I get sleep, I have a dream about one of my exes. Why must I be aggrivated in the one chance I get rest? Hahah oh man.
I love it when you say stupid things.
When I find myself going through your page, you always either post some dumb message or post a stupid picture. Well yesterday I saw that you posted two pictures of yourself on the toilet (yes you covered up your business), but goshh that was so stupid. I don't like to think about you, I can't stand it. So when you post idiotic things, it helps me get over you and makes me think how dumb you are. And to never turn back........ Thanks toilet boy.