okay it looks like everyone keeps wanting me to make silly and dumb posts and im happy to oblige so hiiiii!!! :3 today i finally earned 365 notes on my denial post which you can find right at the top of my blog go ahead and tap tap tap those buttons!!!!! anyway that's like a whole year can you believe it?? a whole entire year of not being able to touch myself or cum at alllll! i can't hump anything either and that actually makes me feel really REALLY frustrated because i love humping so much i think i would hump anything if i could because im like really really really really horny right now,,,, anyway today i got into some really funnn hypnotic stuff and it totally made my brain totally empty! like i could feel the space between my ears! and every second was like shrinky shrinky shrink on my brain but it felt really good... it feels good to give up control it's fun to give up control you should all try itttt! say it more and more and more and over again because i really need you all to understand the feeling im having because it feels soooo nice and fuzzy and empty and it feels so good, it feels good to give up control? right? i even got a friend to start saying it and my dom is sooooo nice to me he says im really good at training other toys for him and that just made me feel so fuzzy inside hehehe and i especially think giving up control is so good because when im not allowed to cum, i get really really stupid! even after only 4 days i can get super dumb in minutes, i bet a year from now i won't need anything to be dumb and I'll just be sooo dumb and silly all the time!! i can't wait!!! by the way i like giving up control also because every time i remind myself of it i just drop and get soooo sleepy and it's so easy to just keep repeating it i don't know if i said that already? that's another thing that's happening i can't remember stuff even minutes after i think it!! i guess there's not much point in thinking anymore then :( but don't worry i make sure to post allll my best ideas as soon as i think of them so i don't forget! unless im sleeping of course but then i can just dream about it :3 im starting to feel like this post is really long sooooo im gonna stop now but i hope you all enjoy it and notice how stupid ive gotten theank you byeee <3333
