#dumpling thoughts

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when I started just weeping watching bridgerton s4e2 I knew it was so over for me

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Anyone else ever think about how we haven't heard Izuku narrate since Katsuki was shish kabobed in the first battle?

Cause I think about it all the damn time.

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I think one of the kindest things a person has ever done for me was watch idolish7 so they could identify and buy character merch for me at artist alleys

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recently found out that the one within the villainess was finished so I went back and re-read the entire series and my god does it still hit so good.. I always cry reading the first two chapters and I was in tears when I got to the final chapter aaaah emi who worked so hard so remilia could be the happiest girl in the world and remilia who remade the world into one that emi could live happily in, the remilia who was saved and loved by the one girl who loved her so faithfully... I'm so happy that they got their happy ending

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extremely tired of this cycle where i open this fic outline, read over it, think about how much i like the idea and how much i want a fully written fic of it, and then realize that I'M THE ONE WHO HAS TO WRITE IT, despair for awhile and then close the fic outline. repeat infinitely

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couldn’t fall asleep last night so I finally dipped my toes into the op ao3 and read a zolu fic. ohhh my god i have not cried so hard like that in so long. the ache of yearning and pining will always get me. i don’t know if I’ve cried so hard over a fic in like 6 years since the dohifu we are just heartbeats apart. like a fic that I was just sobbing through the entire time while reading

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i dont even have any ships i particularly care about with one piece but every time i do see zoro ship art i do go “aaww wow zoro is so cute/handsome/cool/sweet in this, i love it” which means that the Algorithm thinks i am into all these zoro ships

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yesterday played new board game with friends called welcome to the dungeon where you can either just put monsters into a dungeon or nerf the skills of an adventurer who is about to go into the dungeon. eventually as more monsters get put into the dungeon and adventurer's skills dwindle, people tap out of the game until only one person is left and then they have to go through the dungeon that has been stacked with monsters by everyone else with the adventurer. (essentially, a game of chicken). win condition is to successfully go through a dungeon twice (or be the last person standing after everyone else has lost to the dungeon twice)

and i won in the most chaotic ways possible

started off the game where my goal wasn't to win but just to cause chaos and make other people lose, so i tapped out during most rounds while taking away good skills and tossing in hard monsters into the dungeon

went through the dungeon successfully the first time using an adventurer class that my friend described as "kinda impossible to win on" and it was mostly luck. i didn't expect to win that round but it was really the 1 skill that was like "if you have low HP you automatically defeat monsters of X strength"

second time (and the one i won on) was when we let a friend just DIY a character by mashing together different skills from different classes. I drew a monster card of insanely high difficulty and put it into the dungeon, knowing immediately that I COULD win that round if a single skill remained on the table. AND IT DID IT STAYED THERE and i won on 1 HP left. it was amazing

technically i got through the dungeon 3 times. first was through a practice session where i won by pure luck, but I also walked into that dungeon with like pretty high confidence and it felt great.