It's a lot for her, for you to trust her so much.
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It's a lot for her, for you to trust her so much.
Bonjour Tristesse Durga Chew-Bose. 2024
Opening Titles Bec de l'Aigle, 13600 La Ciotat, France See in map
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“When I think of my brother’s childhood friends, of the two who are dead, I become, in those seconds, not inconsolable but wanting for my parents. I am homesick. Parent-sick. Cousin-sick. Okra-sick. . . I am sick for those years when I was paying attention without purpose. When I was arranging stories free of import, and when my imagination could draw courage instead of warrant that I stay in. . . I am sick for using change to buy lime popsicles. Sick for slamming doors to emphasize my temper. I am sick for not perceiving winter. For being unbothered by February’s frost. . . I am sick for packing a snowball but being too shy to throw it and so I’d carry it in the gloved pillow of my palm like a pet snowball. I am sick for using small scissors to cut cardboard hearts; for gluing them on paper doilies and writing someone’s name with felt marker. I am sick for cardboard and paper and markers, and the time it took to make things before gifting them. . . I am sick for my incorruptibility. Sick for believing. Sick for my body before. Before I’d ever noticed I was in possession of one. Before full-lengths. Before I knew anything about valleyed collarbones, a stomach’s folds, smooth legs, small wrists. . . I am sick for wearing orange. For those years when I knew nothing about the need to abide. When I smiled with my teeth.”
— Durga Chew-Bose, from “Part of a Greater Pattern,” in Too Much and Not the Mood
Bonjour Tristesse
Durga Chew-Bose, “Heart Museum” from Too Much and Not the Mood
from art of the title. a discussion with bonjour tristesse (2024) director DURGA CHEW-BOSE and title designer TEDDY BLANKS.
"sometimes i'm scared of what i'm thinking."
—cécile
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Durga Chew-Bose