i miss my father. i miss him everyday. it’s hard not being able to see him, to talk to him. i only had a few precious months with the man && then poof he was G O N E , running from that crazy huntress, rayna cruz. so i’ve been stuck with seven ever since.
he’s so hard to live with sometimes. it’s hard to try && connect with him. for a person that fancies my father, while all other emotions are void from him, it’s odd really. i just wish he could show more compassion && be less of a downer. but i know i shouldn’t think so low of him, he stayed. out of everyone, seven stayed. and even after three uneventful years with him, i’ve learned so little && yet so much about seven.
i truly believe that deep down he’s starting to care about my well being. he could easily abandon me && move on, go on the run with my father, but no, he stayed, && watched over me like a hawk at times. he’s like a parent at times, even when i am displeased with the thought. but after the events that transpired tonight, i think it’s time we go our separate ways. i don’t want to burden him any longer. i guess i too, care about him, && i feel that these three years were enough for me to adjust to this world && his work with me can finally be done.
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