#dusting cobwebs

[princess-adronitis]

Inside Out

I wanted to be inside out , like an old tshirt I wanted the tag to be in the front

And say it’s instructions , careful , delicate

No heat

Do not wring

Gentle .

Be gentle,

be gentle …

But instead I was outside in , always shimmering, always well, and some how over ready in the way something is overcooked

Edible, and a bit questionable but not enough to throw out

I wanted my own evidence , I wanted the clues for myself

But the mirror was indifferent to the internal

Indifferent to the clock until it struck 12

Then it became visible , and I smiled somewhat in relief

If the inside is out, then it’s not make believe

Now the mirror shows I’ve tried,

Now it shows sometimes I could not

jm

- December 5/2023

[lazylee]

Oh lord, it's been months since I last posted here...the shame! Life stuff u-turned my attention for a bit but all in all, I'm hanging in there and I hope you all are too ❤️ I'm dabbling with art on Twitch atm with the hope it'll help with my motivation and anxiety (feel old as balls on it, I'm not the target demographic and mumbling into the void is a skill in itself lol. Also still trying to come up with decent ideas) but if you wanna check it out, that'd be sweet -

twitch.tv/artydoodly