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future spouse material

Fluff with Simon

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Simon loves winter. It may be very cold in England, but that just gives him an excuse to stay inside when he's not deployed. Besides, it's very cosy. The dim lights illuminating his home, the smell of whatever you're cooking in your apartment reaching his own, your soft voice filling his ears through the thin walls.

He likes winter almost as much as he likes his sweet neighbour.

But every now and then, he has to leave for a mission, and every now and then, you notice how cold he is. Of course you know that the tall, buff man is a soldier, and you've rarely seen his face other than the few times you came home at the same time as him.

Besides his winter clothes and gloves, he only wears his balaclava with the signature skull on it. And you can't help but feel bad for him. So alone, so cold and distant from the other neighbours. And when he's back, he's surprised to find you knocking on his door early in the morning.

Soft eyes looking up at him, warm smile on your lips and god you're pretty.

"Morning," he grumbles in his deep voice, his tall and bulky form clearly intimidating - he's still in work mode.

"Good morning," you say and straighten up, nervously glancing down at the knitted hat and matching scarf. "I uhm, I made you this."

Simon tilts his head, crosses his arms and looks down at the items in your hands. It's strange, the way his heart skips a beat and his chest fills with warmth and the grumpy frown on his lips melts into something calmer, less tense. He looks you up and down - breakfast right at his door.

"How much?" he asks as he turns around, opening the drawer of the small accent table by the door.

You blink a few times in surprise and furrow your brows. "Sorry?"

He looks at you, a flicker of amusement in his eyes. "I don't like to owe things to people. How much did you pay for that?"

You shake your head quickly. "No, no I made this myself. Learned how to knit," you explain and chuckle nervously, once again looking down at the hat and the scarf.

His gaze softens, filled almost entirely with warmth. Learned how to knit. For me, Simon thinks, and though the last two words might seem a little delusional, they mean everything to him. This is the most someone has cared for him in years, outside the military of course.

He hesitantly takes the scarf from your hands, running his thumb over the soft fabric. It's made out of black wool, a little too fluffy for his liking but you made it for him. He takes the hat with a small smile and looks at you. "Thank you."

"Oh, it was nothing," you say, voice soft and sweet. "I figured it would be a nice way to keep you warm during your deployments and stuff."

With each and every word, Simon feels himself falling more and more for you, his heart melting in his chest. So considerate. "Thank you." He steps aside. "Do you want to stay for breakfast?"

Of course, you can't say no to him and once you're inside, in his home, he closes the door and watches as you walk ahead into his kitchen. With a weak, hesitant motion, he smells the scarf. It smells like you. It smells like his future spouse.

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future spouse material II

Fluffy Simon “Ghost” Riley cause part one was so cute

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The temperatures are rising again, and Simon hates it. He’s gotten so used to being in the cold while the soft scarf and hat you knit for him keep him warm. Knit, self-made, not quite with blood, sweat and tears but with love, and that’s what matters to him. That’s what brings a faint, barely-there smile to his face and makes his eyes sparkle a little.

It sadly doesn’t smell like you anymore, but he’s happy enough to spend some time with you when you invite him over for breakfast every now and then.

Just a neighbour, he thinks to himself.

But now, spring is coming and he has to put your gifts in a drawer, tucked away from him. It’s too warm for gloves and a scarf after all. And still, it’s all he can think about when he walks to the grocery store.

He’s asked you if you need something, silently begging that you’ll send him with a two page list because damn it feels so domestic. Even if it’s just some fruits you asked him to get, he can’t help but feel… proud? Satisfied? Happy? He feels a certain kind of way, and though he can’t describe it, he likes it.

It’s no surprise that he stands at your door half an hour later - the surprise is that he has flowers in his hand. It’s not a handmade scarf and hat, but it’s something that he hopes you’ll like.

His gaze softens when he sees the look in your eyes, the hint of confusion mixed with happiness.

He’s making you happy.

He clears his throat and holds the bouquet in front of your chest like a ten year old confessing to his crush. “For you.”

You take the flowers with a smile and god that smile. He’d die to see that smile again. “Thank you, Simon.”

He nods, expression stoic as always but if only you could see what you do to him.

He’s never felt this way before but he loves it.

He loves you.

Too early?

“Here’s your-”

Before he can finish his sentence, you stand on your toes to kiss his cheek.

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To be loved

Fluff with König because I missed writing about him

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As brutal and intimidating König might seem, he’s a softie at heart. I mean, who isn’t? Who doesn’t turn their head off and get all soft and cosy around someone they deeply trust and love?

When he’s on the field or on base, he’s an entirely different person compared to how he is at home. And home doesn’t mean his place or yours but you. For him, you’ve quickly become home, somewhere where he can relax and enjoy head scratches as he lays on your chest. He enjoys how much you pamper and baby him despite how massive he is.

He loves when you welcome him with a long hug, clearly excited to see him as you practically jump into his arms and pepper kisses all over his face. He loves that soft tingly feeling in his abdomen and the way you make his heart skip a beat.

What he loves even more is your food, especially after he’s been gone for long. It’ll already smell so good when you cook but it tastes so so so much better that every time he gets a mouthful of your delicious cooking, he swears to himself that he will put a ring on your finger as soon as he can. Especially when you feed him, sitting on his lap and smiling at him oh-so sweetly.

He loves when you help him bathe after a long, exhausting day, washing his hair with your shampoo and scratching his scalp in the right places. Call it odd but he loves it. And the bath bombs are a big bonus for him, just makes everything more cosy.

Once you’re both cuddled up in bed, tangled up under the sheets and clinging to each other, he kisses your forehead and rubs his nose against yours. It makes you giggle every time and it makes him want to live another day just to make you happy. And the way you blush and bury your head in the crook of his neck whenever he calls you Schatz truly reminds him how much he loves you.

All that matters to him is receiving your love and proving to you that he's worthy of it by showing you how much more he can love you in return. You're worth every single moment you're on his mind, every single moment you're with him, whether it's on his lap or in his arms.

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guys im back i hope i wont get writers block again <3 this one's a little short and quite cheesy i'll admit but i was just in the mood for cheesy fluff lol judge me

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can't get over you

angst (post breakup) without comfort, no specific character

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The rain pours, big drops splattering against the windshield as he turns up the car's heater and cracks open the window. There's a tightness in his chest when he glances down at his hands, fingers fidgeting with the lighter. His car is parked in the parking lot across from your home, your usual meeting spot before he'd take you away for the night.

His eyes wander back up to your window, the faint light coming from your living room. He spots your silhouette approaching the glass, glancing out of the window like it's a habit of yours, a part of your routine, like you expect something - someone. Him.

Your gaze remains on his car for a moment and he isn't sure if you're staring or if time slowed down. His heart pounds in his chest, fingers tightening around the lighter as he notices the way you shake your head weakly, as if in denial. The way you tilt your head back with a bittersweet smile before you turn around and lower your head into your hands to cry your heart out.

He knows you want to talk. You need to talk, you need answers. You don't know why he treated you the way he did, you don't know his intentions. All you know is that he didn't put in the effort you needed, the bare minimum. And if he truly, deeply wanted you the way you wanted him, he would've made sure to show you, right?

He didn't treat you right. He didn't, he's well aware. How could he not, with how often you tried to tell him - even after your breakup - and practically begged him to change. Asked him to put in more effort, to show he cares, to at least reply to your messages if he couldn't come see you. But no, he had to be an emotionally unavailable man who says communication is important but then leaves your messages on read.

Opening the pack of cigarettes, he smiles weakly. You hated when he smoked. Just downright disgusting and bad for his health, but you'd never refuse a kiss in between his drags. You were pretty understanding even, accepting his addiction and not pressuring him to stop even when the smell gave you stomach aches.

Was it worth it? Breaking your heart, getting your hopes up, talking about moving in together eventually and getting married one day? Kissing you senseless and making you feel like he wanted you without actually ever saying it? Making you fall in love with him when you never really knew where you stood in his life?

While he was your first in almost every way imaginable, you weren't his. And yeah, you were fine with it but it hurt, having all those sweet moments that you'd remember for a lifetime but not only would you remember your first kiss, no, you'd forever remember him.

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not my best post

also i could've sworn i was doing fine this week but i cried while writing this

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The front door closes and simply based on the grunting and mumbling while he takes his boots off and puts them down with a semi-loud thud, you know Kyle is upset. Not with you, never with you, but upset nonetheless.

You don’t call out his name yet, he probably has a headache and speaking or anything remotely loud would only worsen it for him. So you wait, your arms wide open for him as you pout at him - he couldn't care less that you're pitying him right now. In fact, it's just what he needs.

He buries his face in the crook of your neck as if he belongs there (he does) and tightens his arms around you, picking you up and wrapping your legs around his waist. He melts when you kiss the top of his head and carries you all the way to bed, carefully laying down with his head on your torso.

With anyone else, he’d be beyond annoyed to be poked in the face after a long, painful, draining day of work. But with you? Heaven. He’s on cloud nine, and your soft, gentle touches make his headache disappear and his life worth living again.

He hums in pure bliss when your soft touch moves to his hair, lightly scratching his head the way you know he loves so much. Nuzzling his head into your shirt, he tightens his grip around your waist.

"Comfy?"

Almost offended you dare to ask him such an irrelevant question, he raises his head and squints at you with furrowed brows and a small pout on his lips. “Course I am, silly.” He lowers his head into your body again and huffs quietly. Then he looks up at you again, a little softer this time. “Are you comfy?”

You smile and nod weakly but he doesn’t take that as a definite yes. He knows you sometimes devalue your own discomfort just to not cause him any. He carefully rolls himself off you and pulls you on top of him instead. “Did I squish you?”

“A little,” you giggle and he swears he would die to hear you giggle just one more time.

“I’m sorry, my love. Where did I squish you?” he asks softly and reaches for your hand, fingers gently squeezing around your wrist before he kisses your palm.

He notices how you’re rendered speechless, and when he looks into your eyes and notices how dilated your pupils are, he lets out a quiet laugh. “You like being squished, don’t you?”

You nod weakly and hum along, smiling without a proper thought in mind because what would you have to think about when you were laying in bed with your awesome boyfriend who spoiled you with love even after a shitty workday of his?

“Mhm you love it so much,” he whispers and reaches down, one hand resting on your thigh and the other on your lower back before he pulls you up, your face only inches from his. Of course he catches the adorable squeal that leaves your lips, the way you blush and look down at him like his mere existence makes you happy.

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come home

angst - Ghost (based on come home by Jace June)

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Sometimes it seems he barely cares for you at all. He refuses to let you call him by his first name, his actual name. He refuses to let you in, keeps his walls up despite how often you've shown him that you truly cared for him. He refuses to be vulnerable with you.

You stormed out of the house four days ago, after you tried to explain your feelings to him, not seeing a way other than yelling at him. You couldn't hold it in anymore, not with the amount of times you'd bottled it up, restraining your own emotions for Simon's sake, knowing he's had a horrible past - even if he won't share the details.

He calls you. Once. You don't answer. The second time, it goes straight to voicemail. The third time, you finally pick up but it's quiet.

"Love?" His voice is quiet, filled with shame. At least it seems he knows he has messed up, he's aware of his wrongdoings. Following the silence on the other end of the line, he sighs quietly. "It's late."

"I'm aware," you respond, not sounding as angry or upset as earlier. You sound calm, and for some reason, it calms him as well. It's not your tone that throws him off, it's your choice of words.

"Can you come home?" If you could see him right now, he thinks, you'd feel terrible for him. Sitting on the edge of the bed, his head in his hands, his blond hair messy from how much he's pulled at it over the course of the last hours, his brown eyes filled with regret and remorse, the bags under his eyes.

You wouldn't let him sleep alone anymore, without your warm, soft body next to his.

You wouldn't let him stay awake all night, drowning in thoughts and doubts.

He's longing for your comfort, your touch, you.

"Please, baby."

"No."

Simon didn't think that one single word could break his heart this much.

"I need..." he begins quietly, he's ashamed of voicing his needs and emotions. It doesn't fit him, doesn't match his rough exterior. "I need you to hold me."

He's met with silence. Slowly, he's losing hope. You've never been like this with him, so cold, so distant. It was always him who acted like this.

"Love-"

"I'm not coming home," you tell him, "our... what we had was very one-sided. And that's just not what I'm looking for."

His heart sinks. His hand tightens to a fist. He wants to intervene, he wants so desperately to convince you that it wasn't one-sided. But he can't.

"Goodbye, Ghost."

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future spouse material III

fluff with Simon because part 3 was highly requested!! <3

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Simon and you have gotten closer over the last few weeks. Sometimes eat or chill together to avoid the solitude. Close enough that he lets you put your legs over his lap while you watch a movie together, but not close to the point where he feels comfortable showing you every part of his body.

Sweat is dripping from his blond hair down his forehead as Simon does pushups in your living room. It’s very hot - the weather (and him too) - and there’s nothing better than working out wearing nothing but sweatpants and a tank top, enough to cover up his scars and battle wounds but the view-

He stands up and grabs his towel when he’s done working out, wiping his forehead and throwing it over his shoulder as he smirks at you.

"What?" you ask, acting clueless as you both stare at each other - you, staring at his face trying so hard to focus on him and not his muscles. Simon staring back at you, his usually stoic gaze once again turning soft. It's happening way too often and he struggles to deny it; he's in love.

"Nothing," he mutters and takes a step toward you, cupping your cheek in his hand and tilting your head up to look at him. His thumb softly rubs over your cheekbone as he leans closer. He can't believe it himself, he doesn't know what he's doing but it feels so damn right.

"Simon," you whisper, letting out a shaky breath, but he shushes you. His gaze flickers between your eyes and your lips, the chocolate brown in his eyes turning gold as the sunset's light hits his face just right.

Your hand moves to his shoulder, his to your lower back as if to guide you closer and closer until your lips finally touch. He closes his eyes, tilting his head to the side a little as he lets out a soft sigh. You pull away to catch your breath, but he leans closer again, his hands on your waist as he straightens up.

A few seconds pass like that, you in his arms, your lips against his, until he realises what just happened and pulls away. He smiles and leans his forehead against yours, caressing your cheek while his other arm wraps tightly around you, as if he's scared to let you go. And deep down in his heart, he knows that he is.

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Thank you so so much for all the positive feedback on the last two parts of this, it made me really happy!

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if I was a worm | Simon "Ghost" Riley

fluff with Simon

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“Simon?”

He lifts his head, brown eyes immediately finding yours as you sit down on the couch beside him. “Yes, love?”

“Would you love me if I was a worm?”

He leans back, crossing his muscular arms over his broad chest. “What kind of question is that?”

“Well, would you or not?” You move a little closer to him. “It’s important. You gotta answer it.”

“Oh I have to, do I?” The corner of his mouth twitches slightly as he tries to suppress a smile, trying to stay serious. He loves when you’re so random.

“You do, yeah,” you respond.

“Well, I think…” He tilts his head back and looks up at the ceiling for a moment.

“You think?”

His gaze immediately drops to yours at your disappointed, hurt tone. Even when you frown and cross your arms, quietly telling him to go on, he hesitates.

“I think that you’d be adorable as a worm,” he says, “but I know that I love you forever. And that includes your lifetime as a worm.”

Your brows furrow as he successfully melts your heart and you smack his arm. “Why can’t you always be this cheesy?”

He shrugs and pulls you into his arms. “Guess I’m not built for it,” he mumbles into your hair as he presses a soft kiss to the top of your head. “I can try for you, though.”

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