#dwobsessed

[thesmilingfish]

dwobsessed replied to your post:One of the suggestions to celebrate the tenth...

the prompt inspired me and i wrote a teeny drabble… it’s under #sga10

That's so wonderful! 

[gordanavendome]

dwobsessed replied to your post “hey can you stop posting your stories in the bully tags? Im sorry but they're just terrible. your characterizations are wrong and your writing is pretty awful”

Don't listen to the evil anon! I think your stories are brilliant :)

aquaberrybest replied to your post “hey can you stop posting your stories in the bully tags? Im sorry but they're just terrible. your characterizations are wrong and your writing is pretty awful”

(( OH WOW WHAT A RUDE ANON don't you dare listen to them!!!! your writing is AMAZING and i wouldn't say that if i didn't mean it!!! that anon can fuck all the way off ))

blondes-and-gingers replied to your post “hey can you stop posting your stories in the bully tags? Im sorry but they're just terrible. your characterizations are wrong and your writing is pretty awful”

( I know it won't make much of a difference but you will always be a better, smarter, more creative person then they ever will be and just fuck them so /hard/ )

((I'm too lazy to reply to everyone individually.  My bad, y'all.  My bad!

I'll be real and admit that, yes, last night I was really really upset by this anon.

But I'm thinking about it this morning.  And it's like...well, making someone supremely angry with my writing is actually pretty powerful.  Art (and god, I feel so pretentious calling my writing art, because it really isn't, but let's say for the sake of argument) is supposed to move an audience: to joy or tears or laughter or intellectually, or what have you.  And to make someone irrationally angry seems to fit that criteria quite nicely.

I mean, hey, I'd rather someone be like "wow, your sad story made me cry" or "oh wow your comedy was so hilarious!", because that's my intention.  But I figure my job is to create the art.  I don't get to dictate how others interpret it or feel about it.  I've done my part once I put it out there.  So hey.  My stories piss someone off?  Eh, hey, that's your reaction, man.  There are ways on this site to make sure they don't have to see my shit.  And just because they have a right to be offended doesn't mean I no longer have a right to create.  Or to try to reach an audience with that which I create.

I mean, maybe I'll start putting my writing under a 'read more' from now on.  But I'm not going to stop writing.  And I'm not staying out of the tags.  Just because I'm new to the fandom or have an interest in genderbends or what have you doesn't mean I'm not allowed to contribute.  I've spent my entire life feeling locked out and inadequate.  And I'm sick of it.  Honestly, if I want to write lesbian non-canon porn featuring my personal interpretations of characters, I'll damn well do it, and I'm not going to let some fucksack who doesn't have the balls to even come off anon stop me.

Um.

So yeah.  Anyway.  Thank you, you beautiful, beautiful people.  I'm actually good now, though, I guess is all I'm trying to say.  I really appreciate all of you trying to cheer me up.  It did work.  Thanks.))