#dyde-speaks

[dyde21]

I finished the first draft of my Novel!

I've been developing Tyler and Ashe for years and it's wild that I will be able to publish their story soon finally. It's... Surreal. I'm finishing up the last bits of editing before I start sending it off to others for edits and then hope to publish soon!!

Ahhh it's wild. I'm very happy! I love Tyler and Ashe

[dyde21]

I’m someone’s match.

It’s weird to think that I’m someone’s match out there. Like that I’m someone’s dream guy. Someone out there is looking for someone just like me, or at least the someone that I’m becoming. There’s probably even a few people out there looking for someone like me, and that’s weird to think about. 

Like, I’m always day dreaming about who I will be able to call my lovely wife some day. Someone I can call my partner and best friend. Someone that will help me grow into a better person, with a stronger faith, and more and more love in me. It won’t be easy I’m sure, we’ll fight and have dumb arguments that seem silly after the hard feelings are past. Someone I will learn to love like never before, someone that will help me see things I will never be able to see on my own. 

We probably haven’t met yet though. I have no idea who she is, what she’s up to, where’s she’s living, or how she’s doing. I hope she’s doing well, honestly. I hope she’s keeping her chin up, I hope that she’s fighting the good fight. I hope that all her scars aren’t keeping her down, and that she’ll remember all those stories to tell me when we’re chatting side by side near a fireplace, sipping on warm drinks. I hope we’ll be able to discuss everything. From whether or not we like the new style in Taylor Swift’s music, to the synoptic problem of the authorship of the Gospels, whether we believe in the Q source inspiring the different Gospels, and how boring the genealogy in the early books really is. How we can love others more, better ways to volunteer and help out everyone in the world, regardless of our differences. 

So yeah, I like to daydream. But I also realizes there’s probably some girls out there day dreaming about me. Don’t get me wrong, I don’t think I’m great. I don’t think I’m good. I’m just a normal dude trying his best, who’s been saved by amazing grace. I got plenty of faults to go around, I struggle with a lot of things (Currently failing some art classes...) and I got my scars. But I know I also have some good points in me thankfully. I always want to do better, I’m kinda funny, and I think I look pretty cute in a santa hat. I hear I can write some pretty cute stuff, and I love gushing about cute things. Just the little stuff. =P

I also realize there are 7 billion people on our planet. Each one unique with unique dreams and tastes. I think that everyone can be someone’s dream person. No one is so uniquely horrible that no one could love them. That’s absurd. Even the worst people in history have found love in their life. Sometimes it’s true we go without love, either we were too late, never met them, we didn’t let ourselves fall in love, or maybe just aren’t seeking it. But I refuse to believe that anyone is incapable of finding love out there. Just because we may not find it doesn’t mean someone wasn’t looking for you. To think that I’m so uniquely unable to find love would be such an arrogant and close minded thing to think, that sometimes I need to take a step back and remind myself that she’s out there waiting for me. 

I hope we find each other someday, because boy do I have a lot of stories to tell her. =P

[dyde21]

Attention

I love my OC’s too much. I hope one day to share them with you all, and truly make content that you will enjoy for them. Tyler and Ashe mean the world to me.

Thank you for listening to my daily ode to them. 

Hope you all have a wonderful evening! 

[dyde21]

More writing soon

In case anyone is actually waiting for my Cafe Half-Calf chapter soon, it will be up by next weekend! This weekend is my final weekend for this term of classes, so I don’t have any time to write. But after this I’ll be on break so aside from work I plan on writing a bunch! I will also get to the remaining percabeth prompts I have sitting around my inbox. I haven’t forgotten them, just haven’t had a proper chance. 

Please feel free to send more percabeth fluff prompts if you got them!

(Also Tyler and Ashe prompts if you want to make my week xD)

[dyde21]

Random thoughts

I think the best part about developing your own series/story world is that YOU get to decide canon. Like, I think there’s something poetically beautiful about fandoms at times when it comes to headcanons. At least before it turns into a form of idolatry. But like, everyone developing head canons, their own plans and ideas of how a story would continue to play out if there had been more pages. But there are always definitely times when you just disagree with someone’s head canon. Not even in a “that’s bad” way. Just a sort of “I don’t see it happening that way”. Which is fine, and I always keep those thoughts to myself because let people have fun. Everyone doesn’t need to agree with my ideas, and I don’t need to agree with everyone elses. 

But like, with Tyler and Ashe. I get to decide whats canon. My word is law etc. Sure someday if I grow this series enough people will form their own head canons, that may disagree with my plan, idea, opinion etc. Which will be both awesome, and a little frustrating I’m sure. But like the ability to be like “Huh, after Tyler settles in, he’s going to go back to school. Ashe is going to end up joining him in going to college, a change from her old plan, because he helped her realize her life isn’t just about fighting the good fight. That digging in and working hard for the future will be worth it, that she has a future. Together. Then absurd amounts of domestic fluff happens. That’s canon in my story now. It just is. That’s an awesome feeling. 

Anyway yeah, writing is cool. No substitute for real life relationships (I want a girlfriend xD) but it’s pretty satisfying. People can disagree about head canons. It’s all good. 

[dyde21]

Wut.

Part 4 of my Cafe AU has more notes than third... What? O.o I guess I’ll do my best to avoid any sort of linear continuity if that’s the pattern that will emerge. xD For real though, between here and FF.net I’m glad people are liking it! Gives me the boost I need to keep moving forward with the project. 

[dyde21]

A request

If you guys get a chance, could you guys send me the utterly fluffiest fics for percabeth or arkos? Like, absurd amounts of fluff and sweetness. Nothing NSFW please. I know there’s a lot out there I haven’t read, and I could really use the cutest fics right about now. Just anything sweet and full of love. I’d really appreciate it. It’s kinda needed.

[dyde21]

I was tagged

Rules: Answer all of the questions below, then tag 20 other people you would like to get to know better!

Tagged by: @semitallmuffin​

Nicknames: Broseph, Scooby Doo

Gender: Male

Star sign: Cancer

Height: 5′ 5″. 5′6″ on a good day

Sexuality: Straight

Hogwarts house: Hufflepuff I’m pretty sure. Never tested, but I’d be floored if I wasn’t.

Favourite animal: Foxes, or any canine really. 

Average hours spent sleeping: 5-6 weekdays, about 10 on weekends.

Dogs or cats?: Dogs. Period.

Number of blankets I sleep with: At the moment? Four. But it’s also cause I sleep with a fan on.

Dream trip: Nova Scotia, Ireland, and any place with a large cathedral or really old churches. Jerusalem, but I don’t have the guts for that.

Dream job: 2D Animator for either games, films, or myself. Anything that I can animate for a living with.

When I made this account: Uhhh FIrst post was Oct 2012, so sometime around them probably.

Why I made this account: PJO I’m pretty sure. My highschool teacher told me “You have the talent to be a writer” or something along those lines after I had to read my fictional story to the class. That got me into writing, along with Soul Eater and Percy Jackson. I’m pretty sure I started this blog to follow PJO people, like back when Viria kinda ruled the fandom xD

Number of followers: 513. Wow. Wonder how many are still active. Also wonder if more are for PJO or RWBY xD

Tagging: @solbabydraws​ And anyone else. Don’t really like tagging people, partially cause I tend to be a little one way with Tumblr so I don’t connect to other blogs much.