Hurting [Dylan & Jacob ]
Dylan couldn’t stay in the cove, it was too painful for him. He had trashed everything around him. There were empty bottles and the pills were scattered everywhere. The thoughts were never ceasing in his mind and he was starting to hallucinate. He told himself he would only take one pill for the headaches and that was what he was doing. The boy wanted to just shove them all down his throat and be done with it but he knew better.
He debated going to see his fathers but he couldn’t. Dylan didn’t want to go back home because he knew his fathers were right. He didn’t want them to be disappointed in what had happened to him. His appearance was not even well kept. The boy picked up another bottle of vodka before leaving the cove with a few pills in his pockets. He found himself at a clearing where he took the pills out and popped them in his mouth followed by the vodka. “I-I’m so fucking stupid. Dylan, w-why did you have to go a-and be so stupid. He n-never loved you. No one c-can love you.”