heard we were venting in asks
i’m suicidal again! met with my therapist today though & that helped a lot. i will make it through this term. i will outlive jkr. i will outlive trump. i swear to you & anyone else who sees this, i will be here when this ends. as long as it is within my control, i will be here after everything.
I remember near the beginning of this mess, I was scrolling and clicked on the comments of this one post. It said something to the effect of, "I'm a trans teenager seeing how much the world hates me, I'm thinking about killing myself, that'll show the government"
Obviously that's not what it said literally but that was the effect
Anyway, I sent them an ask from my personal account letting them know that they mattered and things would improve. They never answered it. And I still think about them sometimes.
Killing yourself isn't an act of protest or rebellion. It's an act of surrender.
