#dysphoria hell

[bunnygirlpaws]

once again wishing hrt changed your voice

[transfireboy]

i got misgendered by a little kid today and usually its the kids that cant clock me bc they dont have that much experience w gender and trying to read ppl so i must really be doing a shit job huh.

this evening i was on the ftm subreddit looking for shaving tips and seeing all these guys who have been on t for as long as i have or even shorter and looking way more visibly masculine i hate myself. i hate my stupid body and my stupid hormones and i wish i didnt look like this when will anything change

i suck at passing and being a guy and its so obvious. my mannerisms are feminine my speech patterns are feminine my typing style (?) my literally everything when can i fucking die? when can i die? i hate myself so much i want to scratch it all out and start over

i really want to disappear

[daisiesandbumblebees]

wow i cant wait until seeing cis women even slightly naked doesnt make me want to kill myself

[brentjayspiner]

One of the phone screens I did at work called me Alice and I’m dying inside come on I said Alex ALEX not Alice

And one of them called me Alexandria the other day

Also not my name

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i wish i had a binder 8(

[rockerfemme]

self care is slouching constantly because you lost your binder

[wariowaretrans]

Either make me cute or kill me im done with this garbage fire body

[anthonyampersand]