my heart forever lies in nature and play

𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝑐𝑜𝑠𝑚𝑜𝑠 𝑏𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑚𝑒 ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑓𝑖𝑡 𝑖𝑛 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑎𝑟𝑚𝑠 أنا وياك لبعضنا مخلوقين نضحك نبكي نفرح نحزن نقسى نلين

[daisiesandbumblebees]

naki | 27 | he/him & ey/em/eir | synthgender

⟡ i got that dawg in me (autism) and there is something profoundly wrong with me. while im synthgender, i also identify as a femboy/mascfem/twink. im pansexual and on the aroace spectrum. i am also spiritual otherkin/fictionkin!

⟡ i am ficto and a gachikoi yumedanshi! those are very important parts of who i am. i made a more detailed list of my f/os on carrd!

⟡ my main f/o is amir beckett from warframe 1999. he is my husband and i view him genuinely as such! i am very non-sharing with him, but doubles can interact with my blogs. i have a dedicated amir tag for silly/cute/aesthetic stuff + my own rambles/gushes :3 our ship name is aminaki!

⟡ i am firmly against harassment and censorship in fandom/fictional spaces and i will not tolerate discourse on the matter

⟡ i have no dni, i use the block button liberally. however, i will state that this blog is NOT a safe space for transphobes, islamophobes, arabophobes, zionists, and lolisho. its a block on sight

⟡ i have a more dedicated warframe sideblog, which is aura1976

[corviiids]

was talking to a coworker and realised i could not for the life of me remember his name but i was too embarrassed to ask because we've spoken multiple times so mid-conversation i started concocting a plan to nudge the conversation towards the ID photos on our building passes so that i could be like oh my ID photo is awful haha the camera they use to take these has a real talent for making me look as unphotogenic as possible and then he would say oh yes me too haha everyone says that (because they do) and then i would be able to say well let me see yours it can't be as bad as mine! and he would show me his ID because we are coworkers and why wouldn't he and this would allow me to see his building pass which of course would have his name on it and then i would be able to say well yours is perfectly nice it must be me that's the problem! and then we would have a polite chuckle about it and i would have his name without needing to ask for it and he would be none the wiser and all would be well but then before i could execute this fine plan a little voice in my head went "so this is some light yagami bull shit you are about to pull" which was such a violent reality check it shocked me completely out of my embarrassment and i went "hey im so sorry your name has slipped my mind could you remind me" and he did and it was fine.

[lastoneout]

"This is some Light Yagami bull shit you are about to pull" <- Littany against avoiding small embarrassing/awkward moments that don't matter with over the top ass mind games.

[gay-lotus]

31 hours deep into the insomniac’s gambit and i tried to microwave a popsicle

[gay-lotus]

31 hours deep into the insomniac’s gambit and i posted on the wrong blog again

[gay-lotus]

[mihri-the-sasscatte]

Size comparison of Y’gathok, the Ceaseless Hunger and Bjorn, our level 20 Goliath Barbarian.

[professorsparklepants]

Hey quick question: why the FUCK do you have that

[kittyopteryx]

Imagine, from out of nowhere, your dm casually slapping this thing down on the table like any other encounter.

[mooretimetoplay]

“Yeah, the fight will start in a sec, uh…I’ll give inspiration to whomever helps me get this fucking box out of my car.”

[necrowemancer]

https://www.reddit.com/r/DnD/comments/7asxci/oc_ygathok_the_ceaseless_hunger_final_boss_of_our/ This is the reveal of this ridiculousness during their game

[jelloapocalypse]

Please watch this reveal video it’s kickass

[creepsandcrawlers]

FUCK ME  the reveal video

[threefeline]

“CHRIS??????”

[tanoraqui]

“Um, I don’t think our plan is gonna work.”

[8bitmickey]

[island-delver-go]

Always reblog Y'gathok

[robot-roadtrip-rants]

always ALWAYS reblog Y'gathok!

[daisiesandbumblebees]

i dont WANT to be awake it is 10am i wanna sleep

[gideonisms]

I think it's so important and crucial for 20 year olds to witness older people who are genuinely bad at some aspects of being a person but are still living lives they find meaningful and enjoyable. Not just "oh I got married and you can too" but like. sometimes you cannot for the life of you finish college or find a good job or stay in a relationship or arrive to locations on time or whatever it is you think when you're 20 that you HAVE to be able to do. But you wind up finding a place in the world anyway. It happens!

[daisiesandbumblebees]

is tumblr ready for my drawing of me lovingly clinging onto a fictional muslim man (concept amir ((that i call mr gamal to differentiate between the amirs)) that i added a bunch of lore to) in his thobe and ghutra

[daisiesandbumblebees]

gay people

i love this because its absolutely absurd looking. hes going to go pray and is dressed so nicely, then theres me looking like a gay little scene fluffball in his arms.

and at this point its just barely warframe related. the only thing that ties it into wf is that its concept art amir. isnt that amazing

[vinter-noll2]

How I talk about my f/o's

[daisiesandbumblebees]

the light edit of concept art for amir ive done (changing his eyes from white to dark brown and removing the scars) has irreversibly changed my brain chemistry and made me more insane. i need to properly draw how he looks now in my brain

[aura1976]

so what if i cried. what if i shed a tear or twenty

[doomtemparts]

one of my friends in a discord server was talking about how they were nervous about their first scheduled acupuncture appointment. another friend offered to do a tarot reading for them. sent this picture.

[celebrinienjoyer]

i need to show you all something that made me crylaugh last night. just fucking look at them.

[amyourconscience]

[a-silly-poll-side-blog-yay]

your pfp is your roommate now! how is it going?

good

bad

great

awful

fire everywhere

it's me lol

perfect

freaky

impossible

results

Remaining time: 6 days 4 hours

[holidayslaughter]

whenever i see people call random edgy but not-at-all harmful artists "degens" i would like to refer them to the first sentence of wikipedia's "degenerate art" article

[aetherograph]

Reminder that this is the type of art the nazis were referring to:

(Kandinsky)

You cannot "well but I'M not referring to that kind of art, I only mean Dirty Pictures" your way out of this. You are being harmful and need to stop, not rationalise why it's okay for YOU to be doing it. You need to understand

censorship violates the universal human right of free expression and freedom of speech.

fiction is not reality. Fictional characters are not real people.

if someone SAYS a work of fiction inspired them to do bad things, that is not the work of fiction's fault. The person who did bad things is STILL at fault, because they have free will and must be assumed to understand the consequences of their actions.

discomfort is not harm. If a piece of art makes you uncomfortable, that's actually fine. That's the POINT of certain pieces of art. You need to learn to tolerate discomfort.

It is not in fact the government's job to enforce a set of morals on people. That violates people's universal human right to freedom of religion and creed.

There is no such thing as "just a little bit of" censorship.

[sals-geno]

It does not matter what kind of art it is, when you use the term degenerate to refer to art you don't like, you are using a word that is deeply rooted in bigotry. A word used to target marginalized groups.

[chaumas-deactivated20240115]

thanks to this workplace harassment training video my coworkers and I now say this to each other on a near-daily basis

[the-quasar-hero]

You can make a movie with where the only white character is a man named Ray Cism whose one line of his 16 seconds of screen time is “I seriously hate women and minorities.” and you’ll find fifty bajillion reader x Ray Cism fanfics and renaissance style drawings of him with a halo of golden light

[daisiesandbumblebees]

trying to sleep but hyperarousal got me sweating and scared. can i catch a break ever