Too vulnerable with Echo: I think I felt more comfortable writing when the fandom was smaller. I know I felt more comfortable reading and commenting before I was fully immersed and knew the authors more. Now I feel pressured and so I have just stopped reading fic which sucks. It's 100% me . Me putting the pressure and expectations on me and me feeling that pressure getting anxious about it and avoiding the situation that would prompt it (ie reading any fic). And now I'm pressuring myself to get over it and it's not fixing anything








