In The Break: The Aesthetics Of The Black Radical Tradition (Moten)
"What if the beholder glances, glances away, driven by aversion as much as desire? This is to ask not only, what if beholding were glancing; it is also --or maybe even rather-- to ask, what if glancing is the aversion of the gaze, a physical act of repression, the active forgetting of an object whose resistance is now not the avoidance but the extortion of the gaze" (233)?
and from Appropriating Blackness: Performance and the Politics of Authenticity:
These voices were so strange on it and the feeling was just fantastic. To me it was weird, like it was very exotic and at the same time, kind of earthy and truthful.... There was one strong singer, the alto, and then there was somebody else who sounded like someone's dying grandmother, who was sort of seemingly singing lower than the alto in this kind of strange voice that was not always kind of hitting the same harmonies as someone else. And then there was a sort of bass voice that you could barely hear so voices didn't blend and half of it was inaudible, and that just added a fantastic character to it and I just wanted to find out more about it (164).
problems: the very thing that brings the founder of The Café of the Gate of Salvation gospel is a rather normative, racist, dare i say, effed up understanding of blackness. he listens to an album of black folks singing. and, almost immediately, the notion of death just sorta pops up. it's as if blackness and death are interarticulated, that black folks share an intense, on-the-edge relation to death and dying that others do not have...and more than sharing this intense capacity towards and for death, it is celebrated. ok. sure. there are all kinds of reasons to think about blackness and death.
but there are all sorts of reasons why the Hillsong Church that is also in Australia, who sing gospel, could also help him articulate the "strangeness" of voices. what i think is really happening, then, is that the strangeness of voice that he detects is really his strange relationship to any voice, no less those of folks he normatively and easily considers near death. sure. listen to black gospel music. love it. perform it. i don't care. but when the "reason" for its gripping is held in some vulgar associative relations of blackness and death, excuse me while i give you a good side-eye. that is, the jump from blackness to death, from black voices to dying voices was that difficult a chasm for him to leap anyway. it was a ready-made idea. there is a rather normal and normative claim for the impossibility of social life of black folks that animates his very desire to claim this music as possible for him to produce.
there appears to be an aversion of the possibility of black social life; but of course, this aversion bodies forth, it emerges, by way of the very social life that he only recognizes and hears as the verge of death, of dying. i am fascinated by the claim insofar as its but another display of the necessity to mine the very social field that, previous to mining, is declared as nothing other than a dead social field. ish is corny. but whatever.
it seems, moreso though, that this same kind of aversion to social life is that which makes a certain kind of bourgeois subject position that is all the rage in black studies possible. and i think we must theorize what i see as an aversion of black gospel music as necessarily belonging to a more general theory and philosophy of aversion that works itself out in the ways jazz and the blues are taken up in literary and cultural discourse as tropes of black life, leaving pretty much undone the spirituals and gospel. not that i'm cool with, or think them totally unflawed, tropologies but the very resistance to a certain socio-sexual-sonic field is hella intriguing to me.
so maybe: we can begin to expand upon Moten's notion of the averted gaze to be even more attentive to the philosophy of aversion and the averted: that is, what is it to have aversion to things, and how is this a teleological principle and where can we find it? might we come to think more rigorously with Anthony Heilbut who makes the argument that the Holiness/Pentecostal church is "the blackest of institutions" wherein he locates the blackest deployment of blackness in a queer, non-normative, celebratory, loud, raucous, testimonial, confessional, theological space that separates out itself ["we are in the world, but not of it"] while remaining radically open to others joining in, being born in, birthed, experiencing with?
are we afraid of movement? are we afraid of being moved? do we associate certain modes of movement and behavior with the things from which we would so escape [a certain blackest-ness comportment? blackness itself? radical sociality?]
an attendant question: what is black gospel music? is gospel music a style? is there an ontological feature or set of capacities by which it moves? or do the lyrics make something "gospel"?
when i think/theorize "black gospel music" i do think there is a theology that is involved, but it is one that is not reducible to christianity; i think there is a theology of blackness that operates that is about a radical sort of openness and opening, a refusal of enclosure, an acceptance of encounter with the Divine [but the Divine is more than just God/Jesus/Christ; the Divine seems to be a new sociality of blackness or something...