who are you
yelling. You're screaming for help as loudly as you can, as much as you bear. You're not direct in your attempts, that just hurts too much. But as much as you feel like you're reaching out your hand, looking for somebody, just anybody who can hold you, the loneliness of the world gets to you more than you want to admit. You're not quiet about your suffering, not anymore. You need understanding but you are used to extremes. Passion, anger, pure unfiltered emotions have always come very easily to you.
searching. You want to find something, you need to find something. Maybe it's a person, maybe it's a meaning, most likely it's a feeling. You want to feel at peace, satisfied. You want to stop looking, or rather, you want to not want to look. Sooner or later you always realize whatever you're looking for doesn't exist, not really. But that just makes you search even harder.
tagged by: @occultisme tagging: @hellesfeuer @glacialwaltz @bladewarde @belacedia @theyvowed (mukuro)