You are heard 💛
A lot of people will encourage you to seek help, to ask whenever you have questions and to cry on them whenever you need a shoulder to lean on, but, the sad truth is, not everyone meant what they have said, until you seek and seek hoping that there is someone who will understand you and won't judge you for feeling the way you feel, the doubts, the anxiety the pain that you've been trying to wash away as you cry in the middle of the rain, until you realize, It won't go away.
A lot will come, but few will stay, and most of the time they don't bother anyway.
In the long run, people will always misunderstood you, will never be able to emphatize the way you feel because all they see is a person who always rants about all the negativity.
They were unable to see your heart who is screaming for help, and all you need is someone to hear you in your lonely nights of blues, you wish for an ear to hear, not words which they think makes everything clear.