#earthsign.txt

[mothforest]

hormones? uh, yeah, I sure hope he does...

[mothforest]

Trying to stay sexy and carefree is proving difficult due to the Circumstances

[mothforest]

Im abt 2yrs 4 months on T at this point and im finally at the stage where i wake up excited to see myself in the mirror and like. Its kinda hilarious to me bc before i started T i was like oh i dont have much dysphoria abt my body, once I get top surgery I'll be good I dont need hormones. But BOY was i wrong, i had sm dysphoria around my body that i honestly wasnt even aware of until it started to go away and i felt alive for the first time possibly in my life but at least since puberty. And i think its so crazy how the brain can normalize anything, because, looking back on it now that i feel so comfortable and free in my body, i was gd miserable. Even on my good days I was so fucked up about myself and the way i looked, the way i was perceived, the way i perceived myself. Its wild. Frog in boiling water etc etc.

[mothforest]

Probably niche but this bad boy has been my contour highlight and blush since 2014

[mothforest]

Getting a new tattoo today w a bunch of eyes hidden in some flowers and berries. My weird vibes and transsexual swag are increasing exponentially

[mothforest]

Fuck all this noise im about to become gods favorite grad school dropout

[mothforest]

Im sad and i wanna watch pans labyrinth

[mothforest]

Im so burnt out i do not even want to do this final proj and then i still have to study for the final thats due in like 3 days like fuck almighty put me down already