#eddy.

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[doubledweeb]

eddy

[steadfast-anchor]

I texted you because I needed you. Only for that reason. I didn't mean to be a nuisance or a bother or anything, I just needed somebody to calm me down and tell me everything would be okay. I needed a friend. 

You always used to know how to make me feel better, remember? You'd distract me from whatever was happening and I would stop shaking, and all the panic and the anger and the sadness would disappear for a while. 

It's been a month since we last spoke, but I broke that silence last night. You actually texted back this time, the first time since Christmas.

But honestly, it kind of feels like you've changed. Maybe you were having a bad night or something, but you just seemed different. Or maybe you just didn't care.

You forgot all about me, didn't you? It feels like you've moved on. I used to talk to you about how I had problems with my mom, and problems with my family, and you'd listen. You'd help me. But you forgot all about that.

You forgot how badly I need you in my life, if not as a boyfriend, than at least as a friend.