May 1, 2025
ive been on and off tumblr for over a year now, and i always find myself cumming back to the hypno, conditioning, edging, dumbification side of it. i just cant seem to get enough 😵💫 does that mean the conditionings working? im not sure, but i cant seem to fully put it down thats for sure.
lately i feel ive been on the fence about trying to give it up for good, or to give myself to it completely, filling my brain with conditioning, mantras, porn, and ACTUALLY edging and denying myself for an extended period of time, not just cumming every time. how deep could i go? what does that version of me look like? what does it feel like. pretty fucking good i imagine