Some people smoke for the sensation of smoking. Not for the nicotine but for the action itself to calm their nerves.
I do something similar but for masturbation ( don't know why I started to be coy or shy about it not a single fucking soul pays any mind to this account lol)
ANYWAY, I haven't actually gotten myself to completion ever...like.... ever. I get myself to a comfortable spot of either close to an edge of sorts or just riled up enough to feel satiated and sit in that feeling for a while.
It takes me FOR-FUCKING-EVER to actually get anywhere. Even with help. So usually I just get myself a little braindead and float for a while
Back to your regularly scheduled bullshit now...