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[petedoesedits]

googleslides verses - more to come later on

[beyondcynical]

1-23!!!

Alright mo!

1.Kissed a girl?

On the cheek

2.Kissed a boy?

Nope

3.Had sex in public?

hahahahahahahahaahhahahhahahhaha no

4.What’s your religion?

Atheist is what I think I’m classified as ? I donno I believe in weird shit

5.What does your URL mean?

Beyond-superwholock meaning I post/reblog more than just them

6.Reason you joined tumblr?

nsfw artist and fanfictions

7.Do you have any nicknames?

To many to list but my most common/called by: Mati, Matt, Steve, CC

8.Do you like bubble bath?

use too

9.Kissed in the rain?

no

10.Dyed your hair?

yes a lot

11.Soup or salad?

Salad

12.Vegetable or meat?

Meat!

13.Go out drinking?

I’m under age but I’ve had a few sips of wine and a margarita shot once

14.Smoke cigarettes?

nope

15.Smoke weed?

second hand smoke at concerts count? the shit smells bad anyways

16.Do any hard drugs?

sharpies with hand sanitizer :D

17.Have you had sex today?

look at #3's answer

18.Have you ever fallen asleep in someones arms?

when I was younger

19.The relationship between you and the person you last texted?

had to check who it was  buddies

20.Has anyone ever told you you have pretty eyes?

yes a few times

21.Skipped doing homework to play a video game?

yup

22.Tried to commit suicide?

yup

23.The last time you felt broken?

A few weekends ago

[beyondcynical]

I'm proud that i sat through two hours of needle in my back to get my tattoo something I've wanted for as long as i kept my self alive and didn't kill myself. but i can't tell they why i wanted it with out telling them that because i don't want to get carted off to an institution or therapy (again) like they like to do in my family 

this is why i'm afraid to say i'm not straight because they will shun me out. they will treat me like i'm trash as they have done to others. this is why i wanted to die for so many years. even if they didn't say it out loud i always saw the dirty looks or the screams of my parents about me

I'm just tired of this all