continued for @latestghosts
it took a few seconds of staring and digging through her brain to realize who the woman before her was. as soon as she said her name, it triggered a plethora of high school memories, memories she had blocked out due to her own experiences. "edith, wow," she gave an incredulous look to the blonde, not shocked that she'd said terrible things in the past but certainly ashamed and a tad surprised by her comment. "look, i'm not trying to justify anything here because there really isn't any justification for how i treated you or what i said and i'm truly sorry. i'm not going to say that i never intended to hurt your feelings because clearly, i did… but i was a kid, that's not who i am now."
shame crept onto her face. "nah, being a comedian paid me nothing. i'm sorry. i can't imagine what you've been through and i won't pretend to. let me get you lunch or something," she blurted out knowing very well that she couldn't really afford it, but she'd make it work. "i owe you a lot more than that but i can at least start to make it up to you by doing that?
edith wished she didn't hold onto the trauma of the past but it had just been so humiliating. she was still working on finding herself worth loving with her limitations, how anyone could choose her over a woman who didn't have a scarred body and a speech impediment was something she still couldn't quite believe. this woman had made her life even harder, had instilled those insecurities even firmer inside of her... and yet she couldn't just turn around and walk away. she wasn't like that. she wasn't cruel, she didn't want to be.
"well, i'm g-glad you're not l-like that anymore, then." she finally decided to say and sighed. "you... you can buy me a s-s-soda from the other v-vending machine as we wait for our clo-clothes to wash and d-dry." she offered instead. she was pretty sure that she wouldn't feel better to make the other woman pay for something she couldn't afford. "now, let's get your w-w-washing machine going." she told her and then proceeded to show her where to put the detergent, what the different settings were and where to put in the coins to get the machine going. "and now, all you have to d-do is w-wait." she finally said and gestured over at the vending machine with a small smirk. "mountain dew, p-please." she almost sassed.