#editorwilburargkin

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diversity win! the editor you pushed into the thames is gay and autistic.

[ editor wilbur , editor wilbur arg , #tricks4mobius ]

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i think it’s very funny that when we watch youtube videos explaining args, will always wants to watch them with me. he doesn’t really understand why i like them so much when my own source arg is... just plain weird to him, let alone unsolvable, but he knows that i like them, so he likes them too. it’s nice, having him sit and watch them with me, even if the video is way longer than stuff he’d usually watch. it’s nice having him here, especially when the others aren’t around, because that way we both won’t be alone. he’s a good brother. he might not think so, but he is.

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i fucking despise every single theory video on me / my source. ever since r*d h*rring posted their video on my source, it’s been taken for gospel even though it’s not fucking true. even goddamn m*tp*t said it, and he has an even farther reach than r*d h*rring does.

let it be said here. whilst i immensely respect systems, i am not one of them. i use my glasses as a mask of sorts, and i have memory issues. me taking my glasses off and putting them on isn’t code for me switching, it’s just me trying to control my emotions. r fakier & i fakier are not alters of mine, they are parts of me who i named in order to feel more control over myself and my jumbled up identity and my emotions.

and most importantly, i did not develop any sort of dissociative disorder from the embarrassing event. i did not have any sort of childhood trauma that could’ve led to me splitting alters. theorists please, for the love of god, stop calling me a system. stop claiming that i’m something which i’m genuinely not.

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(note for mpc: please don’t tag this as sysneg unless a system asks you to, as i do not mean for this to be negative towards systems; i’m just sick of seeing everyone say i am one when i’m not and never have been.)

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y’know, i’m not cold anymore. not in this body. now i run hot, and i still insist on being wrapped up to prevent any possibility of being cold again. i don’t know what happened that day, but i know it’s... embarrassing, to say the least.

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it just occurred to me that i used to print out jacks emails to me and put them up on the walls of my room. i mean, i’m often shocked by my memories but what the fuck. the only other time i’ve done this, in any life, is the time i was a canon stalker of the girl i liked. what the fuck. what the fuck.

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please post this today, december 16th, if possible, mpc. thank you (and apologies for sending this in so late, i didn’t realise today’s date until just now).

happy three year anniversary to… well, me! it’s been three years since i first appeared and somehow i’m still somewhat loved by the fandom. i’m glad, that i have that love; it’s nice that people appreciate me even though i’m gone. i genuinely love seeing people say they like me, and it’s so nice to see funny little things based around me when i go through my tag. i feel appreciated, finally. (not that i didn’t before, but this time, i feel fully appreciated, and it’s nice.)

happy editor wilbur arg day from me; editor wilbur :D !

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please post today, november 10th, if possible. thank you, mpc.

happy birthday, kai. if i’m right, it’s your 22nd. i hope you’re well, even after all that happened.

i still think about you, you know. to me, you are the raven perched above my chamber door. you will not leave, you will not fly. but i’ve come not to mind it; you’re almost a welcome thought now, which, considering how i felt about you before, and how often my feelings towards you fluctuate… it’s a good step.

again, i wish you a happy birthday. genuinely.

glowing regards,

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people keep saying cc wilbur looks creepy in cc tommy’s newest vlog. people also say he “looks like he’s about to go on about how cold he is”. just say you think i’m scary. there’s no point beating around the bush. i’ve heard it already, in my old body and in this one. i don’t mean to be, but i guess it’s just a side effect of how i go about things. a lot of people think i’m intimidating for my typing style, and they say i’m creepy for staring despite how i’m just trying to make eye contact. i’m sick of it, but i guess there’s no point trying to fight it - there’s always someone who’ll think i’m weird or something similar. at least i’m alone most of the time, or i’m with people that are used to me. that way, i won’t hear it as much, right?

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