#edvent

[i-want-2-be-me]

1. Today

I just came back from a party and i feel like shit. I didn't eat much but the fact that almost half of the girls there were skinnier and more beautiful than me just triggers me like a lot and made me so conscious of my body. I truly believe that this illness makes us all a little more lonely not only because we try to keep it a secret but because there's that necessity of comparison, calculating our value not only with the scale but with others.

I just wished I could stop thinking so much.