There was nothing Alastrine wanted more than to tell her brother-in-law to shut up. Just, shut up. What was he prattling on about, anyways? Something about a war, about honeycombs, about a petition? She had no clue. The venom-laced words she wanted lodged in her throat--for the sun was blinding, her stomach twisted and turned, and the corset she wore was too tight, too constricting, everything just too tight. Taking a shaky breath, Alastrine shifted, palms wet, forehead wet.
“Trinie dear,” Good God, why did he call her Trinie? The moniker was revolting through Nicholas’ lips, “I need you to talk to Edward for me. He never listens to me, you see. But he’ll listen to you. You understand? I need you to tell him that...”
His voice droned into the background along with everything else. Why had Edward left her alone with Nicholas? Was that why she felt so ill, so pale? Was the presence of her brother by marriage so grotesque that her body simply rejected him, his words, his inquiries, his insistence of her influence with Edward?
No, that couldn’t be it. Something wasn’t right. Eyes, of their own doing, roamed around the flock of people, guffawing and chatting and making merry in the courtyard, “Edward,” The word was but a murmur on her lips, so quiet that Nicholas must not have heard it, for he did not cease in his going on and on. She wanted to bust out of this dress, these lacings. The weather was cold, but her skin was hot. Why was she so hot?
She took a staggering step forward, perhaps to sit down, perhaps to find her husband, and in turn, collapsed to the ground, eyes closing against a clump of snow, that felt so sweet, so relieving against her cheek. The duchess heard Nicholas’ long speech cease, taper off, slowly, awkwardly, and heard shuffling, but not towards her.
“Uh... Edward? Edward!”
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