Lie and Diamond [trans][romaji][kanji]
Song: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MRRthpx39wU
Off-vocal: http://www.nicovideo.jp/watch/sm17563371
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意味を探す私
飾りのない姿映すの
恐れて嘘を塗る
いつの間にか迷い込んだ
戻る事もできず
重い鎖引きずったまま
罪の意味も知らずに
築き上げた 狂った真実
心地良さに 出られないまま
壊して 壊して
少しずつ 締め付ける首
そして 壊れて
何もかも 失えたら
いっそ救われるのに
鈍い光 放つ嘘で
隠していた私
握ってたのは 宝石じゃなくて
石ころでした
守ったのは 小さなプライド
踏み込まれるのが ただ怖くて
あの時 放った
うそつきが 私を責める
消して 映した
欲張りで 飾る私を
誰か灰に返して
積み上げてた 狂った真実
心地良さに 出られないまま
騙して 騙して
切り取った 昨日が痛む
そして 壊れて
何もかも 失えたら
いっそ救われるのに
heion ni okasareta hibi
imi o sagasu watashi
kazari no nai sugata utsusu no
osorete uso o nuru
itsu no ma ni ka mayoikonda
modoru koto mo dekizu
omoi kusari hikizutta mama
tsumi no imi mo shirazu ni
kizukiageta kurutta shinjitsu
kokochiyosa ni derarenai mama
kowashite kowashite
sukoshi zutsu shimetsukeru kubi
soshite kowarete
nani mo ka mo ushinaetara
isso sukuwareru no ni
nibui hikari hanatsu uso de
kakushite ita watashi
nigitte'ta no wa houseki ja nakute
ishikoro deshita
mamotta no wa chiisana PURAIDO
fumikomareru no ga tada kowakute
ano toki hanatta
usotsuki ga watashi o semeru
keshite utsushita
yokubari de kazaru watashi o
dareka hai ni kaeshite
tsumiagete'ta kurutta shinjitsu
kokochiyosa ni derarenai mama
damashite damashite
kiritotta kinou ga itamu
soshite kowarete
nani mo ka mo ushinaetara
isso sukuwareru no ni
Through the days I have gone, peacefulness eating me
Though I search endlessly for meaning
Scared of seeing myself in the mirror there so plain
I paint all over it with my lies
Escaping my notice I found that I was lost
And I had lost the road I had crossed
So without any path I walk along with these chains
Though I don't know just what my sin is...
I have spent all my life building up this fake life of mine...
And now I only feel exhaustion holding down my eyes!
Shatter the glass! Shatter the glass!
The reflection there wraps my neck in solid brass
So when my heart is stretched long,
I hope that I find that my reflection's gone
Along with the memory of my sin
So I went denying the sin that defines me
I hide behind the lies that I weave
I reached towards the light glimmering in the sky
But what I had found was only a rock...
What I defended was the smallest bit of my own pride
I didn't want to see it be trampled before my eyes!
The lies that I told in the past
Are burning my heart and will scold me til' the last
And after the glass is polished
It will be revealed, my reflection I missed,
It will come out and burn me to ashes...
I have spent all my life building up this fake life of mine...
And now I only feel exhaustion holding down my eyes!
So feed me lies! Just feed me lies!
The yesterday that was cut off still burns my eyes
So when my heart is stretched long,
I hope that I find that my reflection's gone
Along with the memory of my sin