A year ago I was given a free book from this Krishna teacher in Dallas at @pac_dallas. After losing my place and gathering the minimal possessions that I could I remember I was given The Science Of Self Realization. Unfortunately I’ve never got to read it , although then would have been the best time to absorb all that the book would have to offer. 2017, at the age of 25, was the most darkest , drained year of my life. I’m just beginning to come up from air .Bare with me. #oan my 14 year old old sister found the book back home where I forgot I left it. During bedrest and battling my own shadows she would call me and speak so highly about what this book has taught her. Everytime se shares bits of it with me I fight back tears. With all that I’ve had to fight it’s a refreshment to hear someone this close to me say how inspired she is by this path I’ve spent years traveling on. If feel so good to know you’re been heard and felt. There’s days I crave to exist outside this world. I want to run and hide or go far tf away feeling misunderstood, unheard, or stuck in a dark space. This has me in tears right now, she’s teaching me! #thescienceofselfrealization #thescienceofself #selfcontrol #celf #selfconscious #egoistheenemy #ego #egotrippig #powertrip #mindcontrol #lowerself #highconsciousness #higherself #blacksheep #woke (at San Diego, California)