hi tiv!!! i cant stop stalking your acc LMFOAOOA sorry i just love how you write toby. anyways i was thinking would toby have a corruption kink? (you can competely ignore this if you dont feel like writing this!)
I don’t think that he realizes that he does (or that it’s even a thing for that matter), but Toby’s definitely got a corruption kink. if we’re going to go all psychological about it, it comes from a deep seeded grudge he holds against the world for turning him into the man he is today - so he find some sick sense of gratification in dragging people ‘down to his level’ so to speak.
this happens in subtle ways, and in not so subtle ways.
like, if you don’t smoke, he’ll get you to start. he’s the peer pressure final boss (and it definitely doesn’t help that he looks so good with a cigarette perched between his lips)
“Y-You’ve never smoked before? N-No way. Not even once?” He’d ask as he sat beside you, words half muffled by the cigarette between his teeth. “You sh-should try it. It’s one of the-the only things that keeps me sane.”
“No, I’m not trying to fuck my lungs up.”
“As if one hit is g-gonna do that. C’mon. Try.”
it’s really hard to say no when he dangles it right in front of your face. it’s even worse when he straight up nudges the filter against your lips. and the look on his face when you finally give in? just sweet, sweet self-satisfaction. if you focus, you can see his pupils dilate in real time when you cough the smoke out.
and thennnnnn the sex lol.
so. ok. yeah. way back in the nsfw alphabet I made for toby I listed off quite a few kinks that this mf would definitely have. and guess what? most of them feed right into this whole thing.
the blood kink I mention all the time is where it really shines though. same with the salirophilia (which, in case you don’t know, is a kink for ‘soiling or disheveling the object of one’s desire’ says wikipedia)
he likes to see you messy. dirty. bloody. soiled. it feels like he’s taking the sickness that surrounds him and infecting you with it. (this is also why I usually write about toby with a reader who’s not also a proxy. bc honestly I truly believe he’d be more inclined to go for a civilian - even if he doesn’t realize why)
he views himself as rotten. he wants you to rot too. it just scratches an itch inside him, seeing you completely and utterly defiled by his hands. letting him ruin your view of what life is.
he’ll go on a mission then come home and fuck you with his victim’s blood still splattered on his skin. forcing you to really come to terms with who he is - what he does. making you choke on the reality of who you’re letting in your bed - who you’re letting inside you.
it’s icky. it’s messed up. he’ll never admit to being into it (but he really, really is).
