#ehsankin

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I’ve been trying to work out what fucking canon is giving me trauma feels abt having COVID. Oh, I dunno @ me, maybe, y’know, the one I died of the plague in?? Mayhaps that’d make sense??

Anyways, go get vaxxed if you can people, for the love of all that is good. This shit ain’t fun. ~ Ehsan (the Apprentice, the Arcana)

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,,,procrastinates playing source because I don’t want to play the part my boyfriend died, even if he did come back to life shortly after. ~ Ehsan (the Apprentice, the Arcana)

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Being able to see something in my head, but not clear enough to describe it or draw it is exceedingly frustrating. I had a notebook, I think it was a gift, and it is so important to me; the visual of it is there, but I don’t remember it vividly enough that I can articulate it well enough. Why is this so fucking upsetting?! ~ Ehsan (the Apprentice, the Arcana)

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I finally remembered my fucking name! It’s only been a damn month of trying to figure it out ~ Ehsan, the Apprentice (the Arcana)

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Playing this game makes me sick to my stomach, I hate it so much. But I have to know, I have to remember.. I forgot once, I can’t again. ~ Ehsan (the Apprentice, the Arcana)

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(post on March 12th please!) Happy birthday, Ilya, you dork. I hope you’re doing well, and you’d better be taking care of yourself! ~ Ehsan (the Apprentice, the Arcana)