The thing that makes you sharp is one thing that you repeat again, again and again. Actually, I don't know what I want to write this time. I just write in my mind. Just releasing the nothing that pops up in my mind. Right now I am doing nothing in my place. I work as part-time work. Truthfully, I don't have much time left since I have to find a new workplace. I have been confused about what is the field I have to take. I want to change my field from the education field to others because I know the education field can't earn much. I need to master and train one skill that I am very good at and make it a professional. This is an urgent matter that I have to solve as soon as possible. To know what is the next step make me sure what is the step I have to reach. Don't only focus dunya which is temporarly, but I have to rely on spiritual value. So, whatever I am going to do will be everlasting.
By the way, let's check the path I've done. and then evaluate what is the problem and then what is possible the solution. The current condition is I am as a part-time employee who has four month left.
I have to finish this journal because there is interconnected idea when l had been drafting this eighteenth journal. Therefore, I want to make a new journal for the new idea. Just post what you write in that day. don't delay it.