#eimearrrgency

[kissy0urdemons]

[kissy0urdemons]

I’ve been torturing myself with questions and good memories this morning. If I play out all the memories, do you think they’d eventually stop, so I’d stop asking ‘what if’. Is it true that time can mend all of this? Because time is the best medicine? Can someone please tell me how all this went wrong and how everything was fine the day before? How someone can change how they feel about you in a matter of minutes? How you’ll never know what it feels like to hug them anymore or hold their hand or receive that morning text to let you know they miss you… Stolen kisses, random drives, knobbery lines, and in depth conversations about food, because food was important!! How do you convince yourself that’s over, that it’s not coming back, and that you’ve to forget it happened and move on? The simplest things in life are no longer there. How do you pick yourself up from all of that? How do you go back to being you, and be okay being just you. And enjoying only your company. Not having someone you can talk to as a friend or as a boyfriend. Or is it just I was too innocent to think I had it all and I was forever going to have it? Too innocent to think that a person would wake up everyday wanting just me. That I was enough and always would be. How am I supposed to be okay when everything I wanted just ended? How do I tell myself that it’s time to let go?

[kissy0urdemons]

I looked like a comic book creation for a bit!