I care because you are one of my friends, I don’t have many anywhere. It’s good that you gave yourself one more year, I hope you live many good things.
You're my friend too, even though we don't talk too much, but hey, I would even say you're a greater friend than some others that I have. uwu"
And i hope so too, I don't wannna end thigns just like that.... That's why I'll wait a whole year for it.
I have learned a lot the past year, and many things have changed since then but one thing remains unchanged, I'm continue to be depressed like I have always been, and even if i get to lear many things and even though I know there are plenty of people who believe and trust in me, I don't want to ontinue living a life in which I only will be depressed, even if all of the people cheer me up I don't see any point of it.
Personally, I think of suicide as a ver selfish option, and I do tell everyone not to do it beause everything can get better but
Killing myself has been on my mid for yearts now, and it continues to be the easiest way for me to get rid of many feelings and hey, it can't hurt to be selfish for once, heh
Even if it brings sadness to people around me at least I can get to rest.