I'm really thinking now, like...
My cousin basically told me I’m going to end up single for the rest of my life and I really don’t want that so I’m like thinking I should really work on that but then there’s like all this bullshit baggage that comes with all of that and I just can’t handle all of that very well. I never knew how to settle and I’m an all or nothing person. Idk, I’m very weird and complicated and scared and independent. I’m too much. I hate thinking about this stuff.










