Lil ol‘ man in his new owl cave. Lahi has been displaying behavior that’s indicating he’s likely feeling insecure and unsafe in the condo, since I keep bothering him with meds and Critical Care. He hears me coming and leaves the condo and hides behind my chair where it’s hard to reach him, or under a basket where it’s hard to see him. So I got Lahi this pure wool owl cave and demonstrated to him that while he’s in the owl, he is totally and 100% safe and untouchable. Nobody will bother him while he’s in his owl.
(Low-key feeling pretty guilty about how fast he figured it out and now is spending so much time in the cave.)
Lahi is still eating and pooping but he’s getting ever more sensitive about his mouth, and he’s moving very stiffly which makes me think there must be some developing tumors interfering with his joints, especially his hind right. It seems like a new tumour pops up every day, and that’s only external—I’m sure there’s internal ones that are much more problematic. I got some nice pictures of him on Monday, ordered a paw print pad online which arrived last night, and my family came to visit today and they all made sure to say goodbye. As he prefers, none of them touched him but they all told him what a good boy he is and fed him lots of treats. My sister took home in a tiny jar some of the loose fur I saved from shedding seasons as a keepsake.
While I call Lahi’s birthday Jan 6, that was actually when I adopted him, and he was probably a couple months old at that point. So Lahi is 13 years old now. He’s had the best life I could give him. We’ve overcome so much, but it’s finally time to say goodbye. I’m so grateful we’ve had this one last week with him, and that he has been able to be with Delilah as she recovers from her ear surgery.
The recheck appointment is at 10am tomorrow and I will be asking the vet about scheduling Lahi’s euthanasia. I love my little boy too much to let him suffer through the inevitable painful progression of this cancer.