I'd love to hear more about your eldritch!protag au! It's such a fascinating concept :0
Honestly, I'd love any questions you may have! I'm horrible at thinking of things on the spot to expand or clarify but I'll give some little facts!
A key little thing in it is the struggle between humanity and inhumanity. Visitors lure him closer to what he Is, most people lure him closer to what he Wants to be. (there are several ships that would work Great but i cant pick right now and several will likely end up platonic)
His existence actually diminishes the strength of IT, he is its mind, its ability to communicate, leaving the being itself ravenous and silent.
The blinded man slowly felt more and more scared each time they interacted, unable to pinpoint why. Others felt similarly as the days progressed, but it was milder. Some even could power through it, mostly.
The vigilante is incredibly likely to shoot him here. Something feels wrong, and for those who believe like he does, that's all that's needed.
Bodies that visitors leave or that he shoots smell delicious. He is very quick to get rid of them. He's always found that blood smells nice, though he's also been very firm on himself that such a thing is disturbing.
I'd make a meme with the women fear me, fish want me hat but with humans and visitors but i currently do not want to